24 November 2018

At long last... (4)


Finally received my certificate. Snail mail is... impressively slow.


So, at long last, this is the end of this long journey. All that, for a piece of paper.

Never again!

Granted, the knowledge and skills acquired in the research are probably what got me my current job, but the journey, oh boy the journey... just no, never again!

Like I said in the previous entry of the series, I don't get to say "trust me, I am a doctor", that's probably the biggest downer.

For me, that had been one big motivation to plough through the mire.

Oh well...

Two master degrees, so?

Just pieces of paper.

I am mightily glad this is finally over. Truly I am.



The long journey: | 1 | | 2 | |3 |

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17 November 2018

随想


其实,还真的以为这周末会写的文章将是这系列的句点。

但以为很直接的一个程序,竟然出现了插曲变数。

真的没预料到,蛮意外的。所以又回到懊恼纠结的阶段,真是的…

就再等一个星期吧,看看他们有什么可以改变我的想法。

其实到了这一步,我想应该是很难了。

毕竟能做的,我都做了。给了两年的时间,却不见好转,一个星期又会能有什么呢?

我是一位忠诚的人,但不会重视、不会珍惜我的,不配拥有我的忠诚。

改变不了能控制范围外的东西,我们唯有改变自己。

自己的人生自己决定。

*****

终于收到双十一时网购的电脑显示卡。

但我只有旧式接口的连接线,这显示卡上已没有这样类型的接口。

我那有点年龄的显示器也只有 VGA 和 DVI-D 接口而已,真是的。

只好又在网购了一条一头是 HDMI 另一头是 DVI-D 的连接线。

又再等啦,唉…

*****

非常抗拒就因为是有同样的星座而被列为和同事朋友同类型。

不要不要不要不要!

根本就那么不同的性格和言行举止嘛…

*****

令人费解的一句:

“你不在,我怎么办?”



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11 November 2018

Nothing lasts forever


Nothing lasts forever.

So many things that are relevant, that I can associate with that statement now.

Also there are things I like to dispute that statement with, but perhaps it's a tad too philosophical and perhaps just a matter of the definition of the 'forever' time period.

I like to think my love to wifey is forever. ^_^

But anyway, this entry is about a solid object, not some emotion, feeling, or state of affair.

Got a black screen out of the sudden when I was using my gaming machine, a.k.a. home computer, a few days ago. My rudimentary debugging led me to believe the graphics card is the culprit. I was hoping it's the driver, and definitely hoping it's not the mother board or PCIe slot. 

My other computer in the house is a NUC, so I cannot test the graphics card in it to double check. Anyone willing to plug in a Sapphire Radeon Toxic R9 270X 2GB in their rig to double check for me? =)

Is it just me, or are things nowadays don't last as long as they used to? The graphics card was brand new when I built my gaming machine in 2014, so it lasted slightly shy of five years.

Gaming machine without a discrete graphics card is just... not a gaming machine!

That said, financial situation is at all time low, with way too many big expenses recently. I am definitely feeling the pinch.

And shameful to say as a self-proclaimed avid gamer, that I simply haven't been gaming all the regularly lately. No time, and no heart. I had to set a resolution for myself to play game, what has become of me?!?

Bottom line is that I cannot justify getting an expensive replacement, so I opted for the budget entry level graphics card at the moment: Gigabyte GeForce GTX 1050Ti 4GB.

Finance minister and Purchasing Officer, a.k.a. wifey, helped me to grab the card online at midnight earlier, when the 11th of November sales started.

Until it arrives, I am using onboard graphics. Good grief!



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04 November 2018

Scribble Pad is eleven years old!


Happy 11th birthday, Scribble Pad!

As per custom, here's the number of viewers based on the counter. The one for 2018 is as of 16:13 hours.

2008: 4746
2009: 13300
2010: 23226
2011: 31677
2012: 37412
2013: 42469
2014: 46926
2015: 50532
2016: 53716
2017: 56798
2018: 59939

Actually, I can do better than that, here's a bit more detail:


The reduction in view seemed to have plateaued.

Out of that 8 viewers, 4 should be from various bots, 1 or 2 from myself, so I have 2 to 3 actual viewers per day, woohoo! =P

Good thing this is not a revenue generating endeavour, but simply an online diary of sort that I use to note down thoughts, events and stuff so I can refer back to in the future.

And I believe in sharing, and I also believe that some of what I wrote will be beneficial to someone somewhere. That if someone is touched, enlightened, soothed, helped, or simply smiled through reading the stuff I wrote, it would be worth the effort posting all these online instead of just keeping them offline.

Anyway, thank you for reading this blog, I hope you get something out of it.



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30 October 2018

致敬


我喜欢看小说,偏向有魔法、有龙、用刀弓剑年代那些奇幻类型的故事。

也很喜欢科幻,但对有关太空的科幻就比较没兴趣。

当然也有看其它类型的,那些犯罪、战争、侦探、律师、虚构的小说等等。

真的没兴趣是那些史实啊、爱情啊、传记啊…

从漫画转向小说应该是小学五、六年级的事吧?

一开始是看华文小说,倪匡写的《卫斯理》系列的科幻小说,我买了和看了好多本。

是很多很多那种。

上了中学后,同学介绍我《龙枪》系列的奇幻小说,把一本借给我看。

金鱼记忆的我偏偏还能记得我一生人看的第一本《龙枪》小说…

那是我开始看英文小说的起发点,从此就没有停过。

有点奇怪的是,爱看小说的我,竟然没有接触到武侠。

也许就是从来没有人推荐,一直到我开始工作了才有位同事借了几本给我看。

当然,是金庸大师写的武侠小说。

那时的我,已经看了十多年的英文小说,几乎有十年没看华文小说了。

所以看得比较吃力,虽然喜欢故事情节,但始终没有迷上武侠小说。

今天,二零一八年十月三十日,这位著名的武侠小说家在香港病逝,享年九十四岁。

虽然我只是个到今天才知道他原名叫查良镛的小小书迷,但我还是要在此献上我的敬意,感谢金庸为华人文学的贡献。


还真的祈望自己可以不烦金钱的写作,像这些著名的作家那样有流传千古的作品。

继续梦吧…



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26 October 2018

Escaped (2)


Another colleague got out.

The second this year.

The first is already well on his way in his new job, I sincerely hope he is doing well.

The second will leave us in December, all the best to him as well, hope he will be happier with the new job.

And don't be a stranger.


Will I get mine?



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24 October 2018

看医生天


昨天去诊疗所看医生,其实主要是那不能断根的鸡眼又给我麻烦,但也顺便复诊几周前漱口有血的事。

因为虽然不再吐出血丝,但喉咙单边疼痛一直没好。

很爱拉着病人讲话的奶奶级医生叫我为了安全起见,还是去给专科医生看一看,以防是癌症什么的。

然后她就开始跟我讲她朋友癌症的故事…

我是那种很容易可以置身其中,跟倾述者有同感的人。天赋来的。

但有时候身为一个很好的倾听者或许也不是一件好事…

还有其它病人在等啊!停车要超时了啊!我还要快点回家继续工作的啊!

最终拿了两份转诊信就快快跑人了。

今天去看耳鼻喉专科医生,等了几个小时就诊五分钟,觉得医生草草了事。

我喉咙单边痛,觉得有伤口什么的,他却只对我敏感的鼻子有兴趣。

我从小就鼻子敏感了啦!告诉我我的喉咙什么事嘛!?!

结果他也不知道我喉咙什么事,随便做了一些猜测,给了我三种鼻子敏感的药,叫我喝多点水,要我下个星期三再复诊。

真的,现在的医院纯粹为了赚钱,再也不是健康医疗为主。

勾叉零蛋三角形!

下个星期三复诊耳鼻喉专科。

后个星期三去看皮肤专科。

看来星期三是看医生天,唉…



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