24 November 2018

At long last... (4)


Finally received my certificate. Snail mail is... impressively slow.


So, at long last, this is the end of this long journey. All that, for a piece of paper.

Never again!

Granted, the knowledge and skills acquired in the research are probably what got me my current job, but the journey, oh boy the journey... just no, never again!

Like I said in the previous entry of the series, I don't get to say "trust me, I am a doctor", that's probably the biggest downer.

For me, that had been one big motivation to plough through the mire.

Oh well...

Two master degrees, so?

Just pieces of paper.

I am mightily glad this is finally over. Truly I am.



The long journey: | 1 | | 2 | |3 |

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17 November 2018

随想


其实,还真的以为这周末会写的文章将是这系列的句点。

但以为很直接的一个程序,竟然出现了插曲变数。

真的没预料到,蛮意外的。所以又回到懊恼纠结的阶段,真是的…

就再等一个星期吧,看看他们有什么可以改变我的想法。

其实到了这一步,我想应该是很难了。

毕竟能做的,我都做了。给了两年的时间,却不见好转,一个星期又会能有什么呢?

我是一位忠诚的人,但不会重视、不会珍惜我的,不配拥有我的忠诚。

改变不了能控制范围外的东西,我们唯有改变自己。

自己的人生自己决定。

*****

终于收到双十一时网购的电脑显示卡。

但我只有旧式接口的连接线,这显示卡上已没有这样类型的接口。

我那有点年龄的显示器也只有 VGA 和 DVI-D 接口而已,真是的。

只好又在网购了一条一头是 HDMI 另一头是 DVI-D 的连接线。

又再等啦,唉…

*****

非常抗拒就因为是有同样的星座而被列为和同事朋友同类型。

不要不要不要不要!

根本就那么不同的性格和言行举止嘛…

*****

令人费解的一句:

“你不在,我怎么办?”



随兴随想 |系列|


11 November 2018

Nothing lasts forever


Nothing lasts forever.

So many things that are relevant, that I can associate with that statement now.

Also there are things I like to dispute that statement with, but perhaps it's a tad too philosophical and perhaps just a matter of the definition of the 'forever' time period.

I like to think my love to wifey is forever. ^_^

But anyway, this entry is about a solid object, not some emotion, feeling, or state of affair.

Got a black screen out of the sudden when I was using my gaming machine, a.k.a. home computer, a few days ago. My rudimentary debugging led me to believe the graphics card is the culprit. I was hoping it's the driver, and definitely hoping it's not the mother board or PCIe slot. 

My other computer in the house is a NUC, so I cannot test the graphics card in it to double check. Anyone willing to plug in a Sapphire Radeon Toxic R9 270X 2GB in their rig to double check for me? =)

Is it just me, or are things nowadays don't last as long as they used to? The graphics card was brand new when I built my gaming machine in 2014, so it lasted slightly shy of five years.

Gaming machine without a discrete graphics card is just... not a gaming machine!

That said, financial situation is at all time low, with way too many big expenses recently. I am definitely feeling the pinch.

And shameful to say as a self-proclaimed avid gamer, that I simply haven't been gaming all the regularly lately. No time, and no heart. I had to set a resolution for myself to play game, what has become of me?!?

Bottom line is that I cannot justify getting an expensive replacement, so I opted for the budget entry level graphics card at the moment: Gigabyte GeForce GTX 1050Ti 4GB.

Finance minister and Purchasing Officer, a.k.a. wifey, helped me to grab the card online at midnight earlier, when the 11th of November sales started.

Until it arrives, I am using onboard graphics. Good grief!



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04 November 2018

Scribble Pad is eleven years old!


Happy 11th birthday, Scribble Pad!

As per custom, here's the number of viewers based on the counter. The one for 2018 is as of 16:13 hours.

2008: 4746
2009: 13300
2010: 23226
2011: 31677
2012: 37412
2013: 42469
2014: 46926
2015: 50532
2016: 53716
2017: 56798
2018: 59939

Actually, I can do better than that, here's a bit more detail:


The reduction in view seemed to have plateaued.

Out of that 8 viewers, 4 should be from various bots, 1 or 2 from myself, so I have 2 to 3 actual viewers per day, woohoo! =P

Good thing this is not a revenue generating endeavour, but simply an online diary of sort that I use to note down thoughts, events and stuff so I can refer back to in the future.

And I believe in sharing, and I also believe that some of what I wrote will be beneficial to someone somewhere. That if someone is touched, enlightened, soothed, helped, or simply smiled through reading the stuff I wrote, it would be worth the effort posting all these online instead of just keeping them offline.

Anyway, thank you for reading this blog, I hope you get something out of it.



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