30 June 2026

有感而发:废掉


六月,有三十天。

今年六月的这三十天里,有三天的公假,八天的周末,和我拿了一天半的年假,所以照理我只有十七天半的工作日。

事实却是我做了二十六天的工,其中加时工作了二十一天。

抛开周末不说,这个月的公假和我拿的年假加起来都已是四天半了,但这三十天里,只有四天,我没有工作。

现实很残酷。有些苦,真的只有自己知。

整个六月,根本就没有时间运动。可以不累着起床,整天可以不头疼,还真的就当作赚到了…

可悲,但事实。

整个月就这样废掉了。



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28 June 2026

三天半长周末


原本是上个周末要拿的假,延迟了一个礼拜,因为要被催命似的赶工出模拟数据。

当然他们又大改了设计,但要数据报告的日期却没有跟着改动,只是更加频密的催工…

嗯,不是要讲那个。言归正传。

上星期五半天假,明天星期一全天假,加上周末一共三天半的假。

今天是星期天,所以至今已过了两天半,我也已经做了两天半的加时工作…

是,就是这么贱。真的是贱到自己都看不起自己。

唉~

我是真的打算今晚不再加时工作了的,然后明天也一整天不工作。这样至少我还有一天是真的休假的。

当然,我的经理明天设了一个蛮重要的会,要谈我们小组近期报告的对应策略和方案。欸,经理,可是你批准了我的假期的哦…

又当然,他国那另一个,好像把我当成是他的下属的那个别人的经理,也设了另一个会议,要谈那每星期会大改至少一次的项目,有关散热的方案。所以需要我的模拟数据。

但我明天休假嘞,你们根本不当我休假是一回事是不是?

当然…

我是真的打算明天不工作的啦。

希望自己明天不要犯贱。



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25 June 2026

My bad!


Okay, after a thorough check, there is nothing wrong with my thermal model after all.

As in, I didn't made any mistake in building it, hence it could run without problem. High quality mesh, correct power inputs and all that.

The simulation results showing unbelievably high temperature all round are in fact, the correct prediction, the computational fluid dynamics software doing its job flawlessly.

All the grieves came from me making a rookie mistake: leaving the cabinet in its default settings of adiabatic walls. Meaning I am putting a device that keeps generating heat inside an enclosure that cannot transfer the heat out, so everything within the enclosure keeps getting hotter.

Such a noob mistake! >_<

Funny thing is I don't remember why I changed the settings back to default, because in the previous version, I had it set correctly. It's supposed to be a temporary thing, but thanks to my goldfish memory, I forgot to change it back.

Oh well. My bad, I freely admit it.

At least the grieves were my own making, not from the others.

Goodness knows I have had enough grieves from the others for this particular project.



Other |sane side| category entries.


24 June 2026

Of course


Finally completed the thermal model for the major change last week, but of course it cannot run properly.

Some unknown error when reading view factor, can calculate the view factor just fine but when trying to read/write to local hard drive, it just errored out.

Looked up the internet for solution and recommendation. Tried whatever I could but still no dice.

Changed to another radiation model that's more computing resource intensive and suddenly the model has no problem running...

WTF is going on? I have been using the other radiation model for ages, as recent as the previous version of the model last week and it had no problem.

I have no time to debug that, and probably is something beyond my capability anyway, so all I can do now is to use the more computing resource intensive radiation model.

The simulation ran overnight is completed, residuals are good, no divergence and all that. But the temperature is unreasonable high all round. Of course, things cannot just go well for me.

The first thing I checked is the power input. I triple checked and don't see anything wrong with the input. I post-processed the solved case and don't see anything strange with the flow field.

So WTF is wrong with the model? Spent the whole day debugging, and not really getting anywhere.

While I am still cracking my head on this, the team lead informed us there is another major change, the system dimensions are totally different now.

Of course.



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21 June 2026

Burning out


This is the fourth consecutive weekend that I am working overtime.

Made infinitely worse as this was supposed to be the weekend that I properly rest, a desperately needed break from work.

I got my annual leaves aligned with my manager in the beginning of the month, half day on the past Friday, and full day on coming Monday, to get myself a 3.5 days long weekend to rest and relax. Absolutely no work.

But on past Friday morning, I had to postpone the leaves by a week, because I knew I had to work overtime this weekend. No thank you to take leave just to be working overtime.

No need to add insult to injury.

So I am dead tired, and extremely fed up.

Soon, there will be nothing left to burn.



Other |wretched workaholic| category entries.


20 June 2026

Low batt


Low energy level. Everyday.

Headache comes and goes. Ever present.

Working everyday, no day off. No break.

Tired. Just tired.

Shitty condition. Shitty situation.



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17 June 2026

罪加一等


无薪加时工作,是很对不起自己的事,是很贱的罪过。

在公众假期无薪加时工作,罪加一等!

是,我贱、我罪过。

更多的是,我非常十分无奈。



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