30 August 2026

三十


(写完已过了凌晨,原本是要二十九日上载。)

情人老婆仔,拍拖三十周年纪念日快乐!<3

三十年…

一起过了很多好时光,当然也不缺坏的时候。

我们还在一起,还是有牵手、有抱抱、有轻吻。

喜欢和情人老婆仔亲吻,但现在几乎都只是蜻蜓点水般的轻吻。

在一起久了,没了激情不出奇,平淡过日子是挺好的。但请不要忘了爱需要经营、呵护、灌溉。

请不要把我的付出、退让、牺牲、妥协,当成理所当然。爱是两个人的事,不能只靠一方努力。

两人同一条船上,要一起往同样的方向划桨,而不是你不顾一切只朝着你要去的方向划桨。要么我就顺着你的方向划,要么就是我下水往我要去的方向游…

你和我的温差,感觉越来越大。很多的初衷已被你自顾自的改变了。

也许爱情里爱对方比爱自己多的总会感到委屈吧?那爱得很卑微的感觉。



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29 August 2026

心的频道:第九个


今天星期六,加时工作时查了电子邮箱,发现昨晚十点多,有封电子邮件是公司负责专利的部门发来的。难道…

打开电邮时心情是有点紧张的。

如期望的,是公司要为我有参与的发明概念,申请专利的通知。哦嘢!v^_^

这是我第九个专利申请,上一个是四个月前的事。

虽然这次我不是贡献最大的那一位,毕竟散热只是整个概念的一小部分,但我把自己负责的部分做得妥妥的,所以我心安理得的接受。七个人中有比我贡献更少的人啦,嘿!

第九个。开心,感恩。

再一个,就进入二位数了。期待。



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25 August 2026

Long weekend (6)


Tuesday night now, the last few hours of my four days long weekend.

Today's a public holiday, and I took Monday off, hence the four days long weekend.

Worked overtime in two days out of four, and resisted the urge to work in the other two.

Definitely not a win, but didn't totally suck as well.

The backache sucks though.

Got the car serviced. Got the insurance thing sorted. Bought the laptop for wifey. Managed to get to the last chapter of the Diablo IV season 11 journey, or I should say the last rank of season 11, as that's what they are called now. Nope, didn't complete all objectives and challenges within each rank, just focused on the capstone objective. Too bad the capstone objective for the last rank requires players to complete at least 10 objectives or challenges. Hate the grind, so bollocks to the game designers for setting this kind of objective.

Anyway, fairly fruitful weekend.

Expect the coming long weekend to be working overtime through though.

*Sigh...*



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24 August 2026

求包养


我不想奋斗了。求包养。

阿伯级宅男。样貌、身材、金钱,都没有。

我很丑,可是我很温柔。我也很擅长聆听,超喜欢抱抱。

吃小贩、大排档、面包夹煎蛋,就已经很满足。我口味廉价,整天宅在家里,没什么花费的,很容易养。

只是责任心太重,所以也需要包养我的妻子、孩子,和父亲。

感恩。谢谢。

谁来救救我啦~ 我太累了。



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23 August 2026

Backache


Not unfamiliar with backache. I suffered from backache on and off back when I was still playing badminton regularly, and back when I was in and out of the factory frequently, lifting heavy object, standing for long hours, all that.

Oh, I vividly remember the difficulty and pain getting up from those low stainless steel benches in the gowning room of various factories.

But I haven't had backache for a long while, long enough that I no longer remember when the last time was.

Okay, that could just be my goldfish memory, but anyway, long enough that I naively thought my backache days are over, that I am done with backache.

As if I have that kind of luck. Should have known better, really.

It hit me out of nowhere three days ago, no idea what caused it, I just woke up with this severe backache that getting out of bed itself is an ordeal. This is one of the bad ones. Really bad one.

If a well rested night is crucial for recovery, then I am doubly-screwed, since every movement while laying down sends a sharp pain through the nerve, sleeping is trying. Sleep quality plummeted from the normal low to abysmal.

Today's the third day, and the first time going out in this condition. Bad idea. Very bad idea.

Let's just say that I felt every single bump, bend, brake, acceleration, deceleration, like I never felt before. Pain sensation overload.

Today's outing was a mistake, tomorrow's is inevitable, as I need to send my car to service. No, I do not want the hassle of realigning my leave and reschedule the service.

Just want to be done with it, pain and all.



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18 August 2026

Long weekend (5)


As the blog title implied, had another three days long weekend. Took Monday off.

Again, it's neither a win nor a fail. Could have been better, could have been worse.

Pretty much the same like the previous weekend: still sick, still constant stuffiness and discomfort, didn't worked overtime (not counting the less than one hour foray), and coincidently also had visitors and went to the same place for dinner.

Actually, eerily similar to the previous weekend...

*cue spooky music*

Anyway, still a few more long weekends to come. In fact, I won't be working on any Monday in August.

If all goes as planned, that is. Since even though I have aligned with my manager to take leave on all Mondays in August, the workload has other ideas.

So yes I might be on leave, but I might also be working overtime while on leave.

Happened way too many times. Sad, I know.

Well, can still hope.



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17 August 2026

Losing it


The following definitions are from Wiktionary, searched as of today.

Dementia, noun, (pathology) a progressive decline in cognitive function due to damage or disease in the brain beyond what might be expected rom normal aging. Areas particularly affected include memory, attention, judgement, language and problem solving.

Alzheimer's disease, noun, (neurology, pathology) a disorder involving loss of mental functions resulting from brain tissue changes.

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Many years ago, I took the time and effort to learn how to solve the Rubik's Cube.

Granted, I learned only the beginner's method, so it's not for speed, but just for being able to solve it.

I put in the time and effort, and for a few years after that, the skill stayed with me, so I thought it's something that will stay for life, like how to ride a bicycle. Learned once, skill gained forever.

But I was wrong, for I have lost the skill. Retained neither the muscle memory nor the brain memory.

Sad, for the lost in memory, the skill, and the effort.



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15 August 2026


嗯,凌晨已过,所以不再是今天,而是昨天的事了。

昨天,天灰灰。下了一整天的雨。

早上一直到傍晚,长命大雨逐渐转小。究竟几点雨停,或者有没有停,我不知道,因为傍晚下班后我关了窗帘。

有阳光,但乌云全胜的密布,整个白天都没见到太阳。

就只有阴天,一片灰。

下雨也好,可以缓解邻国每年都要制造的烟霾。有些人就是可以这么自私,不在乎对环境的污染。

这个雨天,没有浪漫,就只是阴暗,和凉。

天灰气凉,心也灰凉。

最近常常想退休的事。我真的累了。

现实是,最少也还得挨多六年。那是如果孩子们一切顺利,大学毕业就可以自立自供的话。

我还真的怀疑过,自己是不是还能撑多六年?

健康太糟糕了。整个人废了的感觉。

已经病了十五天,还是不能痊愈。

灰,很灰。



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10 August 2026

Long weekend (4)


Another Monday. Another last day of three days long weekend.

Neither a win nor a fail this time. On the fence.

Still sick, at around 50% to 60% these few days. That stuffy feeling. Phlegm that couldn't be coughed or blew out, yet enough to cause discomfort. Nose and throat annoyingly partially unclear, just enough to be irritable.

Didn't worked overtime. No, that less than one hour wasn't counted. That's just how it is.

Managed to get some real progress on my Diablo IV season journey, albeit it's by giving up on the previous character and restarted a new one to do the boring rushed playstyle.

So ya, it's a neither good nor bad long weekend. Could have been better, also could have been worse.

Hope the next one is better.



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07 August 2026

病夫


终于熬到星期五。还活着。感恩。

八月至今,七天。病足七天。

八月一日开始生病,第二天全日死尸般在床上度过。

第三天开始渐渐比较像活人,但就是不能完全痊愈。

如果老天是要告诉我,这八月也将会是个烂透的月份,我收到、明白了。

真的,毋庸置疑,我完全理解了。不必再让我病下去。

我都没有期望八月会比七月好…

贱命一条。



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03 August 2026

Long weekend (3)


Another Monday. Another last day of my long weekend.

But this time, it's a four days long weekend. Took Friday and Monday off.

Would have added a "yay!" at the end of the last paragraph, if it had gone as planned. You know, the rest and relax, chill long weekend.

But alas, it's a big fail.

Not the usual worked overtime through weekend that kind of fail. But the sick throughout the long weekend that kind of fail.

Friday at half hit point, deteriorating. Saturday was half dead. Sunday was bedridden the whole day, fully dead to the world. And today, Monday, was quarter dead.

No, this is not rest and relax, this is recovering. They are different.

So ya, failed long weekend. Hope the next will be better.



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