The cycle

The eve of the Horse year.

Happy Chinese New Year to all who celebrate and are capable of enjoying it.

I would really love to throw myself into the celebration, the enjoyment, the indulgence.

But instead I am in a self preservation mode. Feel like I am just trying to survive.

I will count myself lucky if I could recover by the end of the Chinese New Year break.

Sure feel like I am thoroughly, irrecoverably broken.

Life sure sucks for me now.