有感而发：混淆的轻重

二零二零年五月八日。

什么生日愿望啊、烧香拜佛祈求神灵啊、流星飞过的许愿啊。

没·有·用！

到现在还不是没有女儿！

真的是欺骗我的感情。

搞不好还会搞错那种。

要的是钱包肥一点、重一点；身材瘦一点、体重轻一点。

结果老天爷跟我开玩笑前后调换…

一点都不好笑咯。

那捡拾回来不知道准不准的称重机说我六十六公斤了，天啊！

明明就很勤劳、很有规律的在做运动了嘛…

做么还是不会变轻的？

是不是应该停止自己骗自己是因为肌肉比脂肪重的时候了？

要怎么增加运动量哦？

现在是因为在家里工作，省了上下班的路程时间才能那么有规律的运动的，行动管制令结束后又回到公司上班后可能就保持不了了。

是不是应该开始不吃午餐了呢？

唉…

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I went out (4)

Went out on 1st of May for a drive to keep my car battery from going flat.

However, that was not my third time out during the movement control order (MCO) period as my initial plan, since an unexpected event made me went out an additional time, so this outing became the fourth time I was out of the house instead.

Today, I went out again, this time for grocery shopping with wifey.

It's the first time I went out for grocery during the MCO, way too many people in Tesco, some of them don't even wear mask anymore.

Sigh...

Oh well, I am anticipating a second wave and spike in the Covid19 cases with the recent relaxation of the movement control order anyway.

Premature relaxation in my opinion, no thanks to the approaching Raya if I have to make a guess for the reason.

Anyway, the initial plan was to drive the spare car, but the battery has gone flat again! Couldn't last two weeks since we jump-started it.

We are on a two weeks cycle to keep the car battery from going flat, seems like the battery in the spare car is no longer up to it.

Will try to jump-start it again this weekend and shorten the cycle of drive out for that car to see if the battery is still salvageable, or a goner. 

Does mean I will be out more times than I initially planned for the whole MCO period though. Oh well, can't help it.

Anyway, this entry is to record that I have been out of the house five times thus far in the MCO period.

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随想

还是在咳嗽，显到～

咦？怎么这周末没有人邀群唱的？

不是这么快就失去兴趣了吧？

先去发个讯息才继续写…

*****

不知道为什么一直在想这世界怎么有这么多愚蠢的人？

美国那白痴总统，和那些还真的相信他讲的话的人，真的是那么笨的吗？

大马那些后门小丑，真的觉得人民和他们一样无知的吗？

是真的就是有那么容易骗的傻蛋，还是小丑们的水准就只能那样？

看到这些，想到这些，总是让我对人类很失望…

*****

突然又背痛，连睡觉翻身都很痛苦那种。

已经没有打羽球很久了，以为不会再这样。

唉，人就是不要老。

*****

我真的认为，我家的蚊子是会隐身术的！

每次拿着电蚊棒，看它们飞行路径准备找个对的时机挥棒的时候，它们就会突然隐身了。

飞着飞着就不见了，太扯了啦！

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来唱歌哟！

在面子书上问四月的最后一篇文章（这篇）应该写些什么好？

竟然有一位朋友回答！

要知道我的面子书上那些加我的人，几乎都是不会答复或给反应的，而是那些潜伏着不知道几时要暗算我的那种。

（也是面子书上看到的一个图面是这样讲啦…）

那朋友说写 WeSing。

WeSing 是一个唱歌的应用程序，最近我刚刚下载，因为想唱歌。

要知道许多年前，我有一群喜欢唱歌的同事朋友，我们常常一起去飙歌。

然后比较靠近的一些年前，那群人走了一些、也来了一些，还是不时会去唱歌。

然后热情减了，就变成每三个月一次的约定。

但渐渐的越来越多人失去了兴趣，总是有比一起唱歌更重要的事，所以三个月一次的约定也越来越少人出席。

然后，就… 没有人再提起了。

其实我是因为最近有很多歌手在线上开演唱会什么的，所以才去找可以一起唱歌的手机应用程序。

其中一个喜欢唱歌的朋友推荐 WeSing，所以就下载了。

招集以往一起唱歌的那一群朋友，只有很少的人响应。

我们在过去的周末来了一次聚唱，在行动管制令期间还可以线上一起唱歌，不错哦！

不用聚在一起也可以一起唱歌很好啊，只是需要多点唱歌的伴…

当然，兴致勃勃的我，下载了 WeSing 后就开始咳嗽喉咙痛了。

唉，这就是命。

快点痊愈吧！真的很想唱歌。

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I went out (3)

Okay, this wasn't in the original plan, but I went out again today, making this the third time I am out of the house during the movement control order (MCO) period.

Granted, the movement control order has yet again been extended, but my plan is to not go out regardless of how long it extends to, except when I have to drive the car for a bit to avoid the battery going flat.

Which is why I went out today, though it's not for my car, but for dad's car that is not as fuel efficient and hence often left undriven.

For my own car the next drive will be some day in the later half of the week.

Wifey found out on the past Friday when she was doing her biweekly grocery trip that the battery in dad's car has gone flat, so we jump-started the car today and I drove it for a longer duration, about twenty minutes.

And yes, I took the opportunity to get a pack of Coke and also takeaway lunch. ^_^

By the way I fully support the extension of the MCO and I think it is the right thing to do. 

I know there are those who suffer because of MCO, but I understand the need of it.

There are also those who can't stay home, not used to staying home, who will find any excuse to go out, and probably go out more frequent than necessary.

Oh well.

I like to think it's lack of discipline, but I will just chalk it up to the diverse human behaviours, habits and attitudes.

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I am happy when he died, part deux

Finished watching the Game of Thrones television series about a week ago.

Well, adaptation decay is apparent even for a goldfish memory reader like me, the television series storyline deviated further and further away from the source material, especially in the later seasons.

My goldfish memory remembers Catelyn Stark revived after the Red Wedding, but that's not in the television series.

Actually, I remember many characters being revived in the book version since I remember saying to myself: "WTF, another?"

Since the television series is ahead of the source material in the later seasons, there are definitely some new contents that I have never read in the books.

The ending is just... meh! What a disappointment.

But anyway, here are a few more happy moments for me, other than when the prick died.

*** Spoiler warning! If you have not seen the Game of Thrones television series and do not want to have the content spoiled, then stop reading now. Considered yourself warned. ***

- when the bitch Cersei Lannister got thrown into a dungeon cell in episode 7 of season 5.

- when the sadist Ramsay Bolton got eaten alive by his hounds in episode 9 of season 6.

- when Arya efficiently killed Petyr 'Littlefinger' Baelish in episode 7 of season 7.

Besides the disappointing ending, I am also disappointed by the great war between the living and the dead, it's just too darn dark and I couldn't see much of the actions.

And Cersei got off easy, I am disappointed by the way she died, she deserved worse.

Oh well, at least I am done with the series now, I enjoyed it, and can see why so many people like it.

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有感而发：感伤

二零二零年四月十八日。

已过了凌晨十二点，所以十八号，星期六了。

就是，突然很多感触。

淡淡的感伤和失落。

有那忧郁症又要来袭的预感。

*****

工作总有上上下下。

只是连续尝试了三天后，今天我选择放弃不理。

我暴走。

下周工作天开始时才继续努力吧。

*****

看了奶茶刘若英线上演唱会那最后三十分钟左右，突然觉得很久没有唱歌了。

除了怀念的感觉，竟然有点伤感。

*****

这些同时很多人相互交错又爱又恨的连续剧，看得很累人。

为什么要搞到那么复杂？

坦诚相对，简单才是幸福。

*****

我这越来越孤僻的人，越来越不适合和别人相处。

越来越无法忍耐那些自以为是的人、性格不合的人。

感觉有越来越多看不顺眼的人在浪费我的精力和时间。

*****

孤岛，嗯。

很强烈的感觉。

真的，我说了，只是…

没有人明白。

没有人在乎。

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