08 October 2017

好险


昨天在家里上网,玩着重复又重复的网上游戏。

然后突然就觉得宅在家里好无聊,有那冲动要出去吹吹风什么的。

还蛮新鲜的感觉,一个宅男忽然不想宅在家里了。


拿了小说,和冰箱里的可乐,出门去公寓的泳池旁和情人一起坐着看书、分享饮料。

两个瓜在泳池玩乐,尽情的制造噪音。

平时在家里两个瓜的叫喊只能吵到左右两间,和上下两层的邻居,干扰范围有限。

在泳池就不同咯,干扰范围大大增加,所以他们也拼命的发挥大喊大叫的能力。

越喜欢清静的人就越会碰到喜欢吵闹的人的,我的命就是这样的啦…


不要离题,说回宅男离家事故。

幸好那泳池旁看书的小出游平复消去了那奇怪的冲动,没有需要离开公寓出去什么的。

虽然马来西亚没有天灾,但外面的世界还是很可怕的咯,到处都是人。

马来西亚的人灾多到…

那些把国家的钱当自己的钱用的职权人啊、

那些继续相信和支持腐烂职权人的愚蠢人啊、

那些搞种族话题、挑拨离间的白痴啊…


嗯… 不要离题。

外面的世界是很可怕的,主要是因为人。

那些乱枪扫杀的神经变态啊、

那些驾车用手机、闯红灯、鲁莽路霸结果撞死人的脑障啊、

那些劫财劫色还要杀人的人渣啊…

真的是出了门都不知道还能活着回来吗?


人是可以很虚伪丑恶变态恐怖的咯。

而且对我来说,和人交际沟通需要用很多精力,很累的咯。

外面的世界太累太可怕了,幸好昨天我没有那么冲动。

好险。

还是宅在家里好。

如果再有那奇怪的念头,我都是去睡觉就是了。

睡觉了就不会无聊、不会胡思乱想、不会吃东西变肥、不用和人沟通、不用花钱…

看!睡觉是很好的爱好来的。



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06 October 2017

来火


怎么每次安排策划大伙去唱歌时就是那么容易生气的?

总是会有人爱理不理,不能够干干脆脆的咯。

问了再问还是一样。

要去就说要去,不要去就说不要去嘛,有什么这么难?

还不肯定的不是讲还不肯定咯,不知道不睬人是没有礼貌的咩?

没有人在逼你去哦,你也不必篇故事,不想去不要去是不需要解释的。

我才没有那么八卦,纯粹是要知道人数好安排罢了。

就是会有那些架子很高的人的喔,显到~


让我不解的是,我常常安排其它的东西,像羽球啊、桌上游戏啊什么的。

但那些我又不会这样的喔,为什么哈?

自己都觉得自己很奇怪。

但已经很多次了哦,安排策划去唱歌就因为他们这样的态度而来火。

我都是不要再做安排策划的那个人了,吃力不讨好。



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01 October 2017

Happiness in small things


Everwing, as expected, is a grindy, senseless game.

I am not quite sure why I still play it, I think I will figure it out as I write this entry.

Sometimes writing stuff out helps my thought process.

I suppose it's the 'work together to kill the raid boss' part that I still find interesting, and perhaps the sidekick collection as well. Gotta get them all! =P

Hmm... maybe I should set myself some goals that when met, it's time to quit the game. If the mind-numbing repetitive gameplay doesn't get to me first, that is.

Let's say when I get a 10k score in the endless round, my current best is 7k.

To get 10k I probably need some fantastic level 30 sidekicks, so I guess that will be the supplementary goal: get the legendary (or better) sidekicks to level 30, evolved from matching zodiac signs for maximum damage potential.


Anyway, I wanted to write this entry not because of all those things above, but for the unexpected moment of joy I found today.

Everwing introduced a new guardian recently, unlocked through a specific chest obtained after killing a certain high level raid boss. All by chance of course, since it's a grindy game.

My playing group has a couple of hardcore members who can play throughout the working hours of the weekdays, mowing through the low level raid bosses in just a few days, with the rest of us chipping in in the after work hours. So we got to the specific raid boss with many days to spare before the timer reset.

The power gamers had the courtesy to hold their horses and let the others who wanted a chance at the new guardian to get to maximum chests before proceeding to kill the raid boss.

The group waited days and set the cut off date on Sunday (today), and all who voiced out they wanted got to max chests before the killing began. =)

When we finally downed the raid boss, that screen put a smile onto my face. Not because we managed to kill the raid boss, that was never in doubt, but because of the teamwork and the consideration for other members we all showed.

slightly more than 12% was needed for max chests

I felt happy, satisfied, accomplished, and warm, for the nice gesture, for the nice people I am playing with. =D

As for the icing on the cake...

Lyra unlocked! Woohoo!

The very first chest I opened, no less.

Those who know my luck, and/or how much I had to go through to get the two other guardians Jade and Arcana will understand this is basically me hitting the jackpot!

I am not a gambling person, else I would have gone and bought the lottery because of this.

=P



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30 September 2017

心的频道:灰灰的我


忧郁症是大学研究期间开始的。

已经不肯定正确的日子年份,但记得和医生说不要靠药物,也没有继续去看医生或专科什么的。

觉得自己应该可以应付偶尔莫名的低落无劲,就让自己一个人宅在家里静静就是了。

反正也是差不多那时开始对人性感到失望,我人生的一个转捩点。

觉得人际关系太复杂了,人性可以很阴险丑恶,所以我变了。

好人难做,所以我变得很选择性的对待人,不是每个人都值得我们的时间和精力的。

能量有限,我不再大爱,我不再主动对人好。

就当我是自私、邪恶的吧。


朋友,可靠的有几个?真心的有几个?知心的有几个?

以前的我对友情很执着,会想尽办法去保持,傻傻的单面经营。

曾经对友情的褪色淡去会不舍、会失落。

随着年龄的增长,很多东西都已释怀。

现在我只在乎那些互相经营的友情。

对我好的,我加倍奉还。

把我的好当作理所当然的,我已经可以没有眷恋的割舍。

都一把年纪了,没有营养的友情就算了吧。



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28 September 2017

El cheapo


My department has decided to cancel the annual dinner this year.

This is the first time since I joined the company, we have always had an annual dinner.

I asked colleagues from the other departments, they still have their annual dinner, so looks like it is just my department.

Cost saving initiative, no doubt.

As we all know sending the manager overseas quarterly on business class to have face to face meetings instead of video conferencing is critical to business.

The cost of just one of those trips would have covered the annual dinner for the entire local department here.

But I guess face to face meetings are what get things done, all those troubles and issues can be resolved by talking and discussion. Who needs hands on, getting the hands dirty, the actual action of fixing stuff? It's not like the managers do those things, don't be silly!

I broke my sarcasm meter long ago, but I can hear my neighbour's going off like crazy. =P 

Aiiiih... feel so strange to not have an annual lucky draw dinner.



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25 September 2017

Oh really?


While I check Facebook daily, I don't post very frequently.

Probably the two most common things I post on Facebook are (1) heads up to a new blog post, (2) book review.

I am well aware that I have readers who rely on my Facebook update for my blog entry, and miss all those that I do not link in Facebook. The statistics are very telling. ;)

Anyway, I consider myself not someone who post frequently on Facebook, and I guess Facebook agrees too since I received this for the very first time:


Okay, I received this on 21st of August. Took me a while to post this...

I found it rather amusing so I took a screenshot. I have not received this notice again since.

Guess those two days were the outliers, I probably was crazier than usual or was in a spammy mood.

=P



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23 September 2017

随兴随想


前天开始一直想写篇文章,更新我的部落格,但总是不知道该写些什么。

其实这样的情况还蛮懊恼的喽…

昨晚晚餐后情人老婆仔说了一句话,我想记下来,所以有了这篇文章的概念。

这几天家里很热闹,情人的家人们,除了阿妹和她老公都来了。

过去两晚的晚餐都是十多人的一大桌,除了家人外也还有他们很亲的朋友,可以说也像他们的家人那样的朋友。

昨晚岳母和情人一起煮了海鲜餐,有鱼、虾、螃蟹、蚌类。

在自己家里,很热闹的一餐。

过后不怎么爱吃海鲜的老婆仔说:

这一餐已经吃完一整年海鲜的分量。

我笑笑,还好啦,我可没有不爱吃海鲜嘞…



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