Uncertainty

Was told by a caring colleague friend that a colleague whose cubicle is close to mine has tested positive for Covid-19.

A bit of information gathering and fact finding later it seems like the colleague was tested positive yesterday.

I was in the office on Monday, and I talked to the colleague, was the colleague already carrying the virus then? I don't know if I am a close contact or not, I have not heard from any health care personnel.

Besides feeling tired, which is usual for me and which I think has more to do with the sleep quality than anything, I don't feel different to usual. Of course I could be asymptomatic...

Anyway, I have asked all family members to do a self test tomorrow morning, and was rather surprised by wifey's reluctance. Just for peace of mind, if nothing.

Hopefully nothing. *Fingers crossed*

It's always the not knowing, the uncertainty, that's mentally torturing.

And I already know that even if the saliva self test kit shows that I am negative, I will still have doubt. Saliva test kit is not that accurate after all.

Oh well, better negative than positive.

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