30 January 2021

Oh well


MCO 2.0 is failing spectacularly thus far.

Not surprised really. Bunch of clowns pretending to be government and bunch of undisciplined monkeys who cannot follow some straight forward practices are ruining it for all others.

My country will never prosper as long as we still have these imbicles. Wish they could stop wasting oxygen, but when has my wish ever come true, eh?

Sad reality. Oh well.

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Initially this entry was saved for my usage experience of a detachable tablet/laptop that I helped design.

Taiwan colleagues had kindly sent us a few validation units of the device we worked on late 2019 and early half of 2020.

I got wind of it (which was a surprise really, that someone bothered to inform me...) and asked for a unit to test out. It's always good to see the hard work turning into reality, have something to show my family what I had been working on.

But alas, that last validation unit that I managed to reserve is not working. So no hands on experience for me. No showing it to the family so that perhaps, just perhaps, they would appreciate what I do.

Oh well.



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28 January 2021

有感而发:难得闲着


二零二一年一月二十八日。

今天是大宝森节公假。

过去好几个月的公假和周末几乎都是在工作的,因为我好欺负、因为我责任感太重、因为我命贱。

但这次我已在星期一就放话告知,我这星期五会拿假,经理说就当作补给上周末的假。补一天哦,真的是过去那么多个公假和周末的冰山一角…

我把话说得很清楚,这四天长周末,我是不会理会有关工作的一切的。

所以今天我过得很悠闲慵懒,难得啊!

真好。

我工作是为了生活,不是生活为了工作。太久太久,已经忙着工作到没有时间生活,唉…

我喜欢简单清闲的生活,就让我宅在家里我已满足。毕竟外面的世界太复杂繁乱了,很多累人的人类。



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26 January 2021

You know...


You know, designing a laptop involves expertise in many fields. ID, connectivity, hardware, software, board, power, signal, mechanical, thermal, et cetera.

I am a thermal engineer, I am suppose to build my thermal model based on the 3D model generated by the mechanical engineer. The mechanical engineer is supposed to get the components layout on the printed circuit board from the board layout engineer. So on and so forth.

Of course it's not strictly linear, we have to work together to sort out the finer details. The process is iterative as there are interdependencies. It's team work.

That said, thermal simulation usually only starts when we already have the system dimensions, the board layout and the components power. Else it's just rubbish in rubbish out if everything is based on assumptions.

It's unfortunate way of life that those who make decision like to change the project direction on a whim, and not set a firm direction that they can stick to from the beginning till the end. I guess that's their job, or their way of showing they are doing something.

Whatever. It's always the working level that suffers, not the decision makers. Days or weeks of effort down the drain. And typically, supporting data for their current latest and greatest direction (which will change in two weeks time...) is needed the day after they announce the new direction. Okay, I exaggerate, not the day after, but in two days time.

Because everybody knows thermal model generation, solving and post-processing takes no time at all. The model generates itself with a click of a button, solves in ten minutes, and the results post-processed itself into management-understandable presentation with another click of button. Don't forget everything is always smooth, no hiccups, no debugging required.

So, late in last Friday evening, when most already done for the week, I got a message asking me to stay for a phone call, which came in the form of an online meeting after the normal working hours have ended. I was told the latest and greatest direction fresh out of oven, by the time that online meeting ended, my family has finished their dinner.

I was told to provide thermal simulation results as supporting data for that latest and greatest direction by Monday. Friday evening to Monday morning, see they gave me two full days plus Friday night, how generous! What weekend?

And remember that thermal model should based on mechanical 3D model with the up to date printed circuit board components layout and power? Ya, those. Well, since I am the only one gullible enough to get caught still working late on Friday evening, guess who is going to come out with those?

So ya, I just changed the chassis and component dimensions as I see fit, place them wherever I think is sensible. The mechanical parts are probably still okay, I am a mechanical engineer after all (who specialised in thermal), but since I am no board layout engineer, I am pretty sure whatever I did will need to redo when the real board layout finally comes out. I just don't have the luxury to wait since all the others won't even know about the latest and greatest direction until second half of Monday. The day I am supposed to give the results.

Sigh~

And no, thermal simulation is not just two clicks of button!



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23 January 2021

心的频道:这就是命


多年前买了一系列有关八字的书籍,一直都没有好好看完。年头又把它们翻了出来,开始认真的看。

刚看完了系列中的第一本,所以现在对八字有了初学者的皮毛知识。

通过一个人写实的生活点点滴滴里是可以对那个人有一定的认识的,所以有一直跟随这部落格的读者应该对我有一定的认知。

我常会说自己的命很贱,那是我对生活经历体验的反映和感慨。一种自我的认知和接纳。

我这八字初学者的基本知识里,懂得怎么分辨自己的「日元」是强还是弱。知道「日元」的强弱就可以分辨什么「五行」(水、火、土、木、金)对自己有利或不利。

好的八字是「五行」的和谐均衡,强调的是质,不是量。在不同的季节里,「五行」的强弱分成五个等级,最强到最弱分别是「旺」、「相」、「休」、「囚」、「死」。

应该说明我看的是英文版本的八字教学书,所以可能有些我自己翻译的词不一定是正统八字用的术语。书里有些重要的术语还是有华文的注解的啦。

我的八字告诉我,我是秋天出生的木。秋天是金最旺的季节。金是剋木的,在秋天里,木是最弱的「死」。

八字嘛,还有其它的几个字(「天干」和「地支」)的,只要有水或木来支柱我的「日元」的话,也许不是那么弱的,而且更重要的是八字整体的和谐。「日元」的强弱不是八字好坏的直接翻译,就是用来确定和其它「五行」的相互关系,用来确认什么「五行」元素有利,什么不利。

但是齁,我的八字里不但没有其它的木和对我有利的水,反而还有很强的、天干配地支、天到地(甚至到根)的强悍的火和金。金剋(控制)木,火泄(弱化)木… 所以我有个超级弱的「日元」,和超级不协调、炽热干枯的八字。

就是很烂的八字啦,唉~ 八字就是生下来的命,我常说我命贱,现在开始明白八字了就知道我果然有自知之明。

没有好的命,就要借助好的运。八字告诉我,对我有利的十年周转的大运在六十九岁(公历六十八岁)才会来… 都不知道自己会不会活到那年纪,我就是埋头苦干就是了啦。这就是命。



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18 January 2021

I feel you


In the thermal and mechanical meeting with customer today, for one of the co-engineering projects I am working on, one of their thermal engineers expressed his frustration and helplessness in regards to the ever changing, top down direction from their management.

Said that as thermal engineers, they know what's beneficial and what's not for the cooling solution, that they can only do their best with what's handled to them under some unnegotiable requests that are averse to thermal.

He expressed his frustration and helplessness, and hope we understand their situation.

Oh, I feel you brother. Totally.

After all, I have been in this situation since a few months before you official engaged. Same thing in both the projects I am working on with your company. The ever changing requirements that are not always conducive to thermal.

My thermal models are currently the fourth revision for both the projects, with several sub-revisions and branched out parallel revisions of different options. As of today I have done more than forty simulation cases per projects, that's close to ninety combined. Majority of them are no longer valid because of the ever changing specifications and requirements.

So ya, I feel you brother. Absolutely.



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16 January 2021

算了·城堡


原本是想写得知今天大马新感染病例破四千后的那气愤和失望,但最后只剩下无力和无奈。

希望行动管制令会开始见效吧… 写了自己都不相信。

两个星期的行动管制是不够的,幸运的话效果两个星期后才刚刚开始而已。但这次的行动管制令放宽了那么多,加上很多国人已不像去年三月时那么慎重对待疫情,态度变糟了,所以两个星期后不太可能有好的转变的,唉…

总是会有那些害群之马,算了,让那些想死的、不怕死的去死吧。可怜的是那些天天冒着生命危险,天天承受精神压力的前线医护人员,还有那些被拖累的家人和周围的人们。只能怨自己的命运吧,竟然认识这样个猪脑。

嗯,就这样,不要写这些了。写这两个周末为「雪球」做的“城堡”比较有意义,呵呵!

上个周末用纸箱为宠物仓鼠做了个“城堡”,它非常喜欢,几乎每天都是在它新的“城堡”里。

了解它那鸵鸟心态,所以特地在城堡里做了个鸵鸟洞,就是它可以把头藏进去,身体还在外面的一个死角。不负期望它已经“藏”在那好几次了,那个傻傻的小鸵鸟,哈哈!

当然我们都很配合,每当「雪球」做小鸵鸟时我们都假装看不到它,不去碰它,让它享受那安全感。

因为做成城堡的概念,所以只有一个出入口,而且有扇门,所以那纸箱也成了一个很方便携带和移动「雪球」的东西。然后就想到这样我们就可以带着「雪球」驾车出门了,嘢!若是要带它出门的话啦。

仓鼠要有一定的空间活动才不会忧郁,一个纸箱的空间不够,所以今天用同样大小的纸箱为它做了另一个城堡,里面是个迷宫。两个城堡的去入口是可以相连的,连在一起后再用夹子夹着就是两个箱子大的密封空间了。

用同样的原理可以再扩建它的活动空间,或许下个周末再做另一个吧,呵呵!



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13 January 2021

MCO 2.0


Movement Control Order 2.0. Final-freaking-ly.

The back door government finally came to their senses. Better late than never.

There will always be those unruly, undisciplined monkeys. Them imbeciles who sky-rocketed the daily new infection case from the single and low double digits to the thousands within a month of ending movement control order.

Yea, the unfortunate reality of my country: the existence of these feeble-minded monkeys.

This vicious cycle will repeat again, no thanks to these monkeys, until we get enough vaccine for all, which last I heard, will not happen this year. The current plan I am aware of is to have vaccine for less than half the population from February onwards till the end of the year.

But only fools would believe the back door government given their track record, that bunch of addlebrained clowns.

To my fellow Malaysians who are doing your part, I salute you! We gotta take care of ourselves.

As to those monkeys, may you suffer what you sow.



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11 January 2021

I went out (9)


Since the previous entry of this series, I was out of the house ten times, so my total out of the house count stands at 48 as of today.

39th outing: went out to takeaway food for dinner on 1st of November.

40th outing: went to office on 3rd of November for work, bought lunch home from Batu Lanchang market.

41st outing: went out to pick up cake on 4th of November.

42nd outing: went out to takeaway food for lunch on 12th of November. Meal sponsored by company as recognition of patent filing.

43rd outing: went out to takeaway food and buy cake for wifey on 26th of November.

44th outing: went to office on 27th of November to sign legal document for patent filing.

45th outing: went out to law firm on 12th of December to retrieve document they didn't hand over to us for 13 years, but them being moralless blood-sucking lawyers, we still had to bear the cost of their negligence, unfinished business, to have them dug up their old records .

46th outing: went out to law firm on 17th of December to sign documents for loan.

47th outing: went to office on 21st of December to sign legal document for second patent filing, bought lunch home from Batu Lanchang market.

48th outing: went out on 10th of January for a drive to keep my Civic battery from going flat, last drove the car more than three weeks ago. Bought lunch home.


As of 11th of January, close to 43 weeks (299 days) have past since the beginning of Movement Control Order on 18th of March. I have been out of the house 48 times in 43 weeks, so 1.1 times per week on average, or about once every 6.2 days.

Here are the main reasons I went out:
- drive around to keep car battery healthy: 8
- work at office: 17
- bank: 1
- grocery: 1
- pick up takeaway meal: 8
- dine in restaurant: 1
- clinic: 1
- customer service: 1
- car service: 2
- pet shop: 1
- chauffeur duty: 5
- law firm: 2



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08 January 2021

有感而发:猪队友


二零二一年一月八日。

华盛顿的暴动。
大马新冠肺炎疫情的趋势。
今天公司网上会议里某同事的那提问。

这些,都是人为的。

被煽动的情绪、自愿和非自愿的被利用操控、压抑情绪和行动的不妥当释放?
三观的不同、环境的因素、智商的水平?

我无法理喻那些人的言行举止,他们的思维。

一种米养百种人。
同样是人,但我们都不同。
不同的水准、观念、宗旨、原则、纪律、智慧、信仰。

只是当那大上司被问了那样一个(对我来说超无语的)问题时,他由衷发出的,那充满无奈的一笑里,我突然有很强烈的同感。
“唉,怎么我的团队里有那么一个猪队友…”

三观不同,不必强合。
毕竟自己也是与自己三观不同的别人眼中的猪队友。
只是那些人啊,他们的言行举止对其它人(和他们自己)造成了那么多的危害…

怎么全球人类中,总是会有那些猪队友?
或许只是反社会、反交际的我的观点吧。
很多时候,我就只剩那无奈的一笑。



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06 January 2021

怀念


前工作部门认识的同事朋友上载了我们每年会自组的收工宴的照片,看了感触良多。

那一群一起玩笑、运动、唱歌、团聚、吃喝的同事朋友。那一群常常有互动的同事朋友。至少,当我还在前部门时是那样的。

疫情肆虐,今年就算有收工宴,我应该也是不会去的。就当作我是怕死的吧,乖乖宅在家里是我对抗疫的贡献。

很想念一起共餐、一起打羽球、一起玩桌上游戏、桌式足球、一起去飙歌、一起点心时间喝茶讲废话、一起疯癫神经病…

就是很怀念有那样一群有互动联系的同事朋友,那时的我心里饱满。

不怀念前部门最后几年给我的工作岗位和性质,和对我的不重视、不善用。那是令我终于决定离开那一群同事朋友寻找新工作岗位的主要因素。

现在的部门善用我的强项,让我做我喜欢的工作,我觉得很有意义、有实际贡献的工作。这是双赢的情况。现在的部门也给了我新的机会,真的没有想过自己会有专利。

只是我比以前忙了三、四倍,也没有了以前那些康乐的互动和活动。工作与生活不平衡,很不健康。

怀念那群同事朋友,那些互动,但喜欢现在的工作职位。很遗憾不能兼得,唉…



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03 January 2021

有感而发:醒醒吧,国人


二零二一年一月三日。

有关注新冠肺炎疫情的国人都应该知道,大马新冠肺炎疫情逐渐恶化。

而那些已不再关注新冠肺炎疫情的人们,请你们醒醒吧!我国还没有疫苗,而且他国现有的疫苗究竟会有什么副作用如今是没有人确知的,接受疫苗的都是第一批的白老鼠。

二零二零年三月头,单日全国少于两百新感染病例的情况下,全国实行了行动管制令。

在政府严管,加上国人遵从行动管制令下,疫情成功受控。数据是最好的证明,六月到九月间我国每日只有双数,甚至单数的新感染病例。

行动管制令当然有代价,很多人的生计成了问题。毕竟这是个非常时期,全球的人都要改变,接受新常态。全球人类都需要跟着时局改变生活起居,跟着变,才会通。

然后政府放宽了行动管制令,很多国人也不再警戒,没有自律,放纵到处趴趴走、吃喝玩乐。马上地疫情迅速恶化,短短一个月就到了每日千位新感染病例的严重情况。

但是政府不管了,毕竟抓一个罚一千块是超好的收入。人民也不懂得自保自重,仍旧还是要外出、还是要逛街、冒险玩命的认为自己不会被感染的。

不怕一万,只怕万一啊。外出的理由真的那么的重要,值得赌上性命冒险?

看一看那些数据吧,看不出上升的趋势吗?现在一个州属的每日新感染病例已经上百了,要到什么程度,怎么样的惨况,才会醒呢?

全国单日数百的新感染病例时大家可以乖乖的呆在家里,现在每天几千个新感染病例时你们还是要到处趴趴走… 我实在不能理喻,只能祈望你们能够醒觉。



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