08 October 2020

莫名感动


四十个模拟案件后,终于做到了老板的要求。

接下来,当然就是再优化,超越那要求了。

因为我就是这样。

因为我可以。

重要的是,今天我准时下班。

而且,晚餐后没有需要加班。

已忘了最后一次可以这样是几时的事了。

久违了的感觉。

我莫名感动。



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07 October 2020


老天爷哭了一整天。
时而嚎啕大哭、时而默默流泪。
仿佛伤得很深。

太阳公公玩了一天躲猫猫。
一直都不见踪影。
天灰灰的,跟我的心情一样。

低落,病了。
命贱如我,除了忙,还是忙。
思维蓝蓝,心里灰灰。



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04 October 2020

Landscape this week


Snowball has been with us for a few weeks now. We learned more and more about it as it adapts to its new home.

Snowball lives in two 68x50x39cm3 plastic containers, interconnected by ribbed plastic tubes. According to the research wifey and the kids did before we got the hamster, a single container of that size is sufficient for a comfortable living space for a hamster.

We want Snowball to be happy and comfy, hence we give it two containers as living space. Initially the plan was one container for sleeping, bathing and eating, while the other as a play area with the wheel and other stuff we bought or made for it.

Snowball doesn't care about the distinction, it sleeps, eats and shits where it pleases. =P

Over time we made or bought more and more stuff for Snowball, there are many chew toys, way too many tunnels, two mazes, many cardboard buildings of various shapes and sizes, and two staircase towers. We cannot fit all the stuff in its two containers so most of them are left out and rotated in when we change the container layout every week.

Yea, we clean the containers on a weekly basis and we also change the layout of the containers then. Still, there are stuff that never got into the containers so far, like the mazes, which we only use when we take Snowball out of the containers and let it play on the ground, within a large fenced area.

Anyway, this week, I cramped as many cardboard buildings as I can into a container, while leaving the other without any (except the sand bath, which is also a cardboard box). The idea is one container is a cityscape full of buildings and with narrow alleys, while the other container is a countryside.

We will find out if Snowball is more an urban hamster or a rural hamster, hehe.



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02 October 2020

This is it


Some higher power sees fit to give us an opportunity to raise the average intelligence and sanity level of human beings.

A chance, nothing more. But a chance nevertheless.

I am evil, so I think we should be grateful for the happening.

And I am not beneath saying prayers hoping for the best outcome for human beings all over the world.

I hope they only treat him with all the bullshit he said could cure Covid-19.

Can always hope.



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29 September 2020

随缘


人到了一定的年龄,嗯… 
 
不是,年龄也不过是个数字。 
 
或者应该说是到了一定的人生阶段,当已累积了一定的生活经验,对世观会改变。 
 
已不太记得,自己是几时开始反社会、反社交的了。 
 
是,我一向来不擅长交际,但曾经何时,我也有过蛮多朋友的时候。 
 
现在的我,越来越孤僻。 
 
说过,内向的人和别人互动交流是在消耗能量,而外向的人则是从这些互动得到能量。 
 
越老身体精神状况越差,我能量有限,所以选择性的运用。 
 
可能是经历、可能是忧郁、可能是性格或态度,总之我常常会觉得,人类很累人。 
 
我没有特意拒人于千里之外,我就是不再主动互动。 
 
没有想要结交新朋友的意愿,而那些旧朋友也随着鲜少见面和联络而渐渐疏远。 
 
就随缘吧,毕竟不是所有的情谊都会长久。 
 
人生里很多过客,有些人只是逗留那一季,有些人会陪你春夏秋冬。 



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27 September 2020

生活点滴:「吴雪球」


我们家 Snowball 「雪球」, 有时我会叫它 「ball ball」,有时会叫它「球球」,还有「小东西」、「小臭臭」等。 

都只是我们叫爽而已,反正它都一律没反应。 


不是它高傲冷漠什么的,只是养了它几天,我就发觉它对声音没有反应,怀疑它听觉有问题。 

然后我们证实了它是聋的。唉,可怜的小东西。永远都不会知道我们给它的名字。 =( 

我们慢慢开始了解它,发现它有小鸡鸡,所以终于知道它是雄的。 

它也慢慢开始适应。 


原本很少互动,很畏惧爬上我们的手的它,渐渐的发现我们没有恶意,开始能接受在手上吃东西了。 

虽然还是会咬手指和手掌,但也有慢慢变好的迹象,至少它这两天都没有咬我。 


还记得有一次它咬得蛮深,我本能反应缩手的动作竟然把它抛飞! 

真的被吓到,怕它跌伤什么的。幸好它降落在松软的木屑上,装死一下下,然后就跑去藏。 

几天前它又飞了一次,那次是咬情人老婆仔的手指,同样的被本能缩手反应抛飞。 

希望它很快会学会不要咬我们啦… 

两个星期前它开始会在木屑掘洞挖隧道,我莫名的开心,觉得那才是它的天性,它应该做的事。 

但它在宠物店一出生就被关在没有木屑或其它可以挖掘的物质的小笼子里,被抹杀本性。 

现在的它可厉害咯,白天都是睡在自己在木屑中弄出的洞穴,还有隧道连接到食物和喝水的地方。 

把木屑拨开看它,它会把木屑扒回去把自己再盖好,呵呵! 

这是今天它从隧道钻出来喝水的视频: 





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24 September 2020

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