30 March 2019

自我感觉良好!


最近比较累,能量比较低。

没什么精神、没什么兴致、没什么干劲。

是的,忧郁症,但应该是比较轻微的。

至少我希望是。


难得周末不必早起,不必天还没亮就已经到公司开始工作,我当然要睡或赖床到太阳晒屁股啦!

尊重周末和尊重自己。

醒了又赖床到睡回几轮,到情人老婆仔终于惊醒我时,已经快中午了。

哇噻,超满足、超成就感的啦!


常常立志周末要这么做,但常常都做不到,真失败…

但今天我做到啦!我睡到太阳晒屁股了,嘢!

太好了,自己真厉害。

比起几天前那模棱两可的感觉,今天是非常笃定的自我感觉良好,呵呵!



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28 March 2019

Backlogs #23: Horrible maths


This screenshot is dated 10th of January 2019, a fairly recent event, titled "horrible maths".

Early in the year, a colleague friend found out that I have changed department and am now back to the island site after the many years at ulu place.

I was commenting on the horrible traffic when she exposed her horrible maths...


Erm... ya, 70 minus 50 equals 20, not 10. Children, practise your maths so you don't end up like this.



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26 March 2019

自我感觉良好… 呱?


我这做了三个月的部门,会请我就是因为现在正做着的一个项目。

当初他们找散热工程师时一定是蛮急的,因为当初面试时都不是正统的面试,而是直接叫我帮他们为这个项目想个散热的方案。

没头没尾的,我当时就凭我懂的说了说自己想到的散热系统的主意。

这项目最终是根据谁的主意做了原本那散热系统我不想去追究,重点是它不够好,达不到系统需要的散热能力。

所以虽然我加入部门时这项目已经过了一大半,我还是派得上用场啦!

公司请我,是来解决问题的,不是来制造问题的。

与其将指头指来指去,浪费时间又无济于事,我宁愿把精神和能量用在解决问题上。

原本的散热系统只能让整个系统达到百分之六十的功率,还差个蛮棘手的百分之四十。

达不到公司保证的百分百功率,产品是出不了门、不能交到客户手上的。连样本都不行,公司名誉很重要嘛。

所以我很有系统的研究和探讨了原本的散热系统的问题和不足,提供了针对性的更改、提升、和优化的方案。

合作制造的公司照着我提出的方案做了样本,然后我就到那儿去测试和评估啦。

那就是为什么我最近出差到中国厦门一周咯。(出差好累人!)

结果齁,改良后的散热系统,可以让整个系统达到百分之一百三十的功率!

有整整百分之三十的额外散热能力,所以系统机会式的功率提升也不是问题了。

不用客气哦,哈哈!

坦白和不要脸的说,我真的觉得自己很厉害的啦,呵呵! =P

自我感觉良好。

希望经理会有没请错人的想法啦。

但是齁,好像经理都不以为然的,呃…

还有就是几天前这项目拿到了部门的优异奖,是做项目前半部的那批人拿奖啦,跟我无关。

就突然有那好像已经错过时机,现在只是在收拾别人的手尾的感觉咯…

自我感觉… 不是那么良好。



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23 March 2019

有感而发:我说了,只是…


二零一九年三月二十三日。

感恩那些偶尔会联系,问问近况的朋友。

毕竟自己是不擅交际、比较内向、比较被动的人。

向往平淡生活的我,过得简简单单,没什么特别。

把部落格当日记,我把生活写在其中,不在乎分享,更重要的是方便自己以后可以回忆、追忆。

联系的朋友常常会提起一些刚刚才上载的事物,我也不耐其烦的重复。

毕竟,这不是一、两次,而是很多很多次,不断重复的情节。

我明白,我上载在部落格,虽然就是告诉了整个互联网,但并不代表告诉了任何人。

只是告诉了那些有关注我部落格的人。

而我也很明白,很少人关注我的部落格…

所以要重新叙说我不久前才上载了,我觉得蛮详细的记叙,还真的是习以为常。

比较笑哭不得、无奈、和有点委屈的是,当我被问:“为什么这样的事也不说,不告诉别人的?”

“要会分享和分担嘛,不要什么都自己收着的。”

嗯… 唔…

其实我说了,只是…

算了吧。

还是要感谢会主动联系问候的朋友,谢谢你们。



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21 March 2019

Wrong hole


Took the day off, replacing the overtime I did on Sunday.

Initially planned to replace the day at some other time, maybe make it a long weekend or something, but woke up feeling rubbish so what the heck.

The aftermath of business trip. Nasty thing, travelling.

Tiredness aside, it's the stomach discomfort that sealed the deal.

Pretty much felt like I have been peeing from the butt hole this whole day.

Only, of course, it's not pee...

Messy, uncomfortable, disgusting feeling.



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20 March 2019

Not my thing


Travel.

The anxiety, the many security checks, the wait, the uncomfortable chair, the confined space, the stress...

So darn exhausting, what a bloody drain.

Stomach acting up today didn't help, which is probably stress related...

Had a bowl of soup, a few pieces of fruits, a chocolate bar, and a small tub of icecream as sustenance for the whole day.

Bollocks, just bollocks.

I am sure there are many who like to travel, I am just not one of them.

Travelling incurs so much wasted time, and is just so freaking exhausting.

I am feeling very heaty now, and the stomach is still acting up.

Bollocks!



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16 March 2019

Headache


As the US manager already called to inform up front that he expected me to work through the weekend while I am at supplier site, I came prepared for a continuous twelve days work weeks.

*Sigh...*

Just thinking about it gives me headache. And I have been having many headaches lately.

However to my pleasant surprise, I did not have to work today, as the component for experiment will only be ready for testing tomorrow so there was no point going to work today.

Yay! I got the day off.

As the other colleague has arrived yesterday evening, initially we planned to go sightseeing together. However I started to have a splitting headache after breakfast so in the end he had to go alone while I stayed in nursing my headache.

Slept, or tried to sleep until about 13:30 hours then got up and went out looking for food. Ended up walking to a mall, strolled the six stories. There is a sales this weekend but just walking by all the shops drained me.

Darn, that was more exhausting than my weekend walk/exercise.

Shopping is really not my thing.

Not in the mood for a proper meal so I ended up buying some chips and snacks for a late lunch/tea thing back in the hotel.

Then the headache returned so I tried to sleep again, eventually getting up around 18:00 hours.

This is bad, this constant headache. I think it's travel stress and bad quality of sleep. Hope it's not something else.

But anyway, I got my Redbull ready and I am bringing my pain killers with me to work.

Colleague came back from sightseeing so we went out for dinner, back to the mall and had Japanese and then dessert.

I will work tomorrow, and since there will be no one else besides me and the supplier site thermal engineer, there is no point for my colleague to go to the office. So it's another day of sightseeing for him!

Another thing that is causing me headache is that damn weighing scale in the hotel bathroom. Curiosity is a bad thing, now I know I am 65kg and even if I stripped naked I am still 64+kg.

Oh man, headache!



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