07 October 2018

Random behaviour for October 2018


When I set the September's resolution, I was thinking I would grade myself successful if I only miss a day out of every week, that's about 85% compliance.

I didn't missed a single day, perfect compliance. =D feel good +2

Discipline aside, I changed the time I do the exercise to morning, before I took my morning shower. It helps, since in the past, I did the exercise in the evening, before my day end shower, which often I was already tired from a long day at work, when I was already exhausted physically and mentally.

I am continuing the September resolution, I am not setting it as this month's impromptu resolution but hopefully I won't start to slack. =P


As for the unannounced second resolution, before the circumstance changed making that resolution inapplicable, I had a slip up, but otherwise I did good. Since that resolution has the potential of being impacted by others if made known, and I would like to try again when the circumstance is right, I will just keep it to myself for now.


I realised yesterday night that I have not been playing computer game for quite a while now, such a shameful thing for a gamer!

So, for October 2018, starting after I post this, my impromptu resolution is: to play at least an hour of computer or console game every weekend.

Because I can.



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05 October 2018

有感而发:看医生记


二零一八年十月五日。

昨天去了两间银行办很简单的事,但两间银行一样的没有效率,超慢超浪费时间。

真的,有够废的系统和效率,只恨不能自己在网上做。

以上是前言,是我对等待服务那段无谓浪费时间的厌恶。


言归正传,上星期六晚上刷牙时发现吐出来的牙膏泡沫有血迹,过后还吐出血块那种,有点担心但也夜了又身在它州所以没做什么,决定睡一晚再看情况。

第二天早上刷牙依旧有血丝,但没有血块。不像是牙龈出血,反正也做不了什么,所以不管了,看看过几天会不会自然消失。

快进到今天,午餐后漱口依旧吐出血丝,都一个星期了哦… 

所以三点我就走人,去看医生。

四点出一点到诊疗所,只有一对病人在我前面,而且我注册好就轮到他们就诊,想想应该很快就轮到我了。

结果那对病人四十分钟后才出来。

究竟是搞什么鬼啦?

那么久是不是做了一个简单的小手术啊?

又不像嘞,因为一出来两人就很快步的离开,连药都没有拿那种。

我知道因为我看着他们健步的离开,而当我进入医生的房,医生帮我就诊时,护士进来告知医生说病人没有拿药就走了。

我看医生的整个过程,护士干扰了两次,甚至还有医生要我躺着检查的程序,也不过用了八分钟。

我之后那哥更厉害,四分钟就搞定,超酷超赞的啦!

真的有人很喜欢看医生,不舍得走的是不是?

好奇怪喔,真的不明白、不理解咯。


哦,医生也不知道我什么事,就是说看到我喉咙有血丝血迹,给了我一些药(公司的医药保险嘛,你明白的啦…),叫我再观察,下星期五还有血丝就回去,她给我转诊信去医院看专科。



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03 October 2018

Manner


The way I was brought up, you always give a response when you were asked a question, because ignoring someone when being addressed is rude.

Even if you had no answer just then, you respond to acknowledge that you have heard the question, be it a nod, a smile, or some form of affirmation, and inform the person you will get back to him or her.

Of course there are questions that you think don't warrant a response, that you don't deign to respond, either because the question is outrageously ridiculous, blatantly provocative, or despicably offensive, in which case the person who questioned was just asking to be ignored; or because you are a snobbish prick, which is, well, rude.

I kept reminding my children to treat people how they want the others to treat them. I sure hope they incline towards the right and not the wrong behaviour!

If you always ignore the others, they will eventually ignore you. If you are always rude to the others, then eventually the nice people will distance themselves from you. If you always treat the others as backup, then eventually they will treat you as backup too.

Don't be self-centred, there may be some people who spoilt you so, but really, the world doesn't revolve around you.

Be nice, be polite, mind your language, mind your manner.



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29 September 2018

有感而发:思维


忘了为什么当时没有上载这篇文章,今天再翻起这三月尾就写好的文章,都完整了嘛,没有什么要加的了。


二零一八年三月二十五日。

好人难做。

不是第一次讲了。

选择做邪恶的人,不后悔。

选择性的对值得的人好。

那些不会珍惜、当做理所当然的,就算了。

人生很短,要懂得取舍。



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27 September 2018

Nine years of badminton


Nine years ago, on the 9th of September 2009, my department moved to where I have always been calling the ulu place.

One good thing about the office in ulu place is the availability of on site badminton courts. Free courts with practically no extra commute required. Nice.

If you were like me, with craptastic badminton skill that no one would invite you to play with them since it would be super boring for them, let me teach you a trick...

You organise a badminton group yourself! Handle all the administrative, logistical, accounting, purchasing, and debt collecting works, and invite a bunch of people. Can't be kicked out of a group you formed yourself, right? ;)

Well, that's what I did, and had the first badminton session on 15th of September 2009.

Court booking system changes throughout the years, there were those years with a system that ticks over at midnight, where there was always someone either with privilege who could book in advance, or who was running an automated script, or found some loop hole in the system, for one of the good courts was always booked as soon as the system allowed booking for a new day. Those were the 'book court at midnight three months in advance days'...

Then there were the no system for court booking days, because, well, breaking something when introducing the latest and greatest software system seems to be a norm. Yea... those horrible first come first serve days when we had to rely on sending someone early to hopefully get a court. Didn't sit well with me, I like to be organised and well-planned ahead.

Then there is this current system that ticks over at 08:00 hours and that allows for booking six months in advance. So ya, I have courts booked up to March 2019...

But alas, the on site badminton courts are going to be no more starting October. They are changing the place into office cubicles instead. Bollocks!

The company rented two courts at a nearby sports facility instead, 2.5 hours session, two days a week for all the badminton players. So it's back to the first come first serve days again (da horror!), and worse this time round since lesser court availability (was 4 courts, 24/7) with all players cramp into two days...

I am a structured and organised person, and I am antisocial. I don't want to rely on luck to see if there is court to play, and I don't want to play with strangers.

This does not bode well. =(

I will give it a try before I decide whether to continue or it's time to quit badminton. I am a pessimist, so I plan for the worst and hope for the best.



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23 September 2018

Quotes


Nearing the end of 2017, I started rereading Salvatore's novels on Drizzt Do'Urden, the famous drow (dark elf) in Forgotten Realms.

Thus far, I am done with The Legend of Drizzt series (13 books) plus The Legend of Drizzt Anthology: The Collected Stories (1 book), The Sellswords trilogy (3 books), The Hunter's Blade trilogy (3 books), the Transitions trilogy (3 books), and I am on the last book of the Neverwinter saga (4 books).

After I completed the Neverwinter saga, I will finally move on to The Sundering series and The Companions Codex series, which are books that I have bought but not read. Then I will get my hands on the Homecoming series.

Anyway, I noted down sentences and paragraphs that are meaningful to me, and this entry is for sharing these quotes.


On friendship and sharing, empathy and relationship:

"Joy multiplies when it is shared among friends, but grief diminishes with every division. That is life."

"What are we without empathy? What manner of joy might we find in our lives if we cannot understand the joys and pains of those around us, if we cannot share in a greater community?"

"Honest love requires empathy. It is a sharing - of joy, of pain, of laughter, and of tears. Honest love makes one's soul a reflection of the partner's moods."

"Without empathy he will find no purpose. Without purpose, he will find no satisfaction. Without satisfaction, he will find no contentment, and without contentment, he will find no joy."

"For respect is the guiding principle of friendship, the lighthouse beacon that directs the course of any true friendship. And respect demands trust."


I am not a religious person and I believe more on principles and moral, so these resonate with me:

"I was not so quick to embrace the concept of any god, of any being that could so dictate, codes of behaviour and precepts of an entire society. Is morality not an internal force, and if it is, are principles then to be dictated or felt?"

"In the end, to a preacher's ultimate sorrow, the choice of a god is a personal one, and the alignment to a being is in accord with one's internal code of principles. A missionary might coerce and trick would-be disciples, but no rational being can truly follow the determined orders of any god-figure if those orders run contrary to his own tenets."

"Most self-imposed burdens are founded on misperceptions. We, at least we of sincere character, always judge ourselves by stricter standards than we expect others to abide by."

"Do we behave out of fear of punishment, or out of the demands of our heart? For me, it is the latter, as I would hope is true for all adults, though I know from bitter experience that such is not often the case."

"The is no greater shackle than self-deception. A man who denies his heart, either through fear or personal consequence - whether regarding physical jeopardy, or self-doubt, or simply of being ostracized - is not free. To go against your values and tenets, against that which you know is right and true, creates a prison stronger than adamantite bars and thick stone walls. Every instance of putting expediency above the cries of conscience throws another heavy chain out behind, an anchor to drag forevermore."


On equality in opportunity but let achievement be individual, as in everyone has the same chance to do something, no prejudice, no preference, but how well you do it and how far you can go depends on your effort:

"Opportunity should be equal, must be equal, but achievement must remain individual."


On living a full, meaningful life; and appreciation of things in life:

"I cannot control the truth of death, whatever my desperation. I can only make certain that those moments of my life I have remaining are as rich as they can be."

"We need to be reminded sometimes that a sunrise lasts but a few minutes. But its beauty can burn in our hearts eternally."

"While I often find myself a victim of the expectations of others, they cannot define me, limit me, or control me as long as I understand that there is no racial truth, that their perceptions of who I must be are irrelevant to the truth of who I am."

"I am not a king. Not in temperament, nor by desire, nor heritage, nor popular demand. I am a small player in the events of a small region in a large world. When my day is past, I will be remembered, I hope, by those whose lives I've touched. When my day is past, I will be remembered, I hope, fondly."

"One of the most common truths of life is that we all take for granted things that simply are. Whether a spouse, a friend, a family, or a home, after enough time has passed, that person, place, or situation becomes the accepted norm of our lives. It is not until we confront the unexpected, not until the normal is no more, that we truly come to appreciate what once we had."


On change:

"Change is the unrolled die, the unused sava piece. It is exciting and frightening only when we hold some power over it, only when there is a potential reversal of course, difficult though it may be, within our control. Absent that safety line of real choice, absent that sense of some control, change is merely frightening. Terrifying, even."

"While change is not always growth, growth is always rooted in change."



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22 September 2018

心的频道:这就是命


有些人含着金锁匙出世,
有些人生出来就等着饿死,
有些人在母胎里就过世了,
这就是命。

同一天受孕的双胞胎,
就因接生的次序一个成了哥哥或姐姐,
另一个成了弟弟或妹妹,
这就是命。

有些人出生就乳糖不耐,
有些人正常可以随性任吃乳制品,
这就是命。

驾车二十多年没遇过,
到要卖车了车镜才因飞石击裂,
这就是命。

有些人只有儿子,
有些人只有女儿,
有些人有儿有女,
这就是命。



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