Hello cave

Perhaps it's the voluntary separation package that triggered the deep contemplation, and that serious thinking that triggered the sense of mid-life crisis.

Perhaps it's the overwhelming unabated issues that simply piled up one after another, that sense of going in circle, the endlessness, the helplessness, the sense of inadequacy.

Perhaps it's all of that, and then some other, but when I couldn't even feel happy knowing the pregnancy of a dear friend, I know I am in depression.

*Sigh*

Here we go again.

Hello cave, been a while.