Lost

Have not been a happy bunny lately.

And I know it's primarily because of the dissatisfaction at my work.

I am discontented.

Wasn't my choice to be in this latest job role. Well, I don't consider it being a choice when the alternative is to throw the badge.

Feel like being split three ways, trying to be involved in three different jobs and getting nowhere with each.

Struggling and probably still resisting the latest forced on role, yet I can't concentrate on the works of my previous role.

Work has become dreary, going to work a real drag, and I probably became grumpier, duller, and more antisocial.

Feel so lost. Troubled soul.

I miss my cheery nice nice less grumpy self.