Random Thoughts

Collection of recent thoughts and events, throwing them all into an entry for posterity.

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perpetual fatigue

Always feeling tired, so much to do, so little time.

I need a break.

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in and out, out and in

Drawing a task to conclusion after the many hard work, late nights and missed badminton sessions. But it has been satisfying, a solution tested and provided, a job well done if I say so myself.

Sense of achievement is probably the thing that still keeps me going, and the necessity to feed the family, of course.

For goodness knows I am not paid enough for that amount of workload and all the grieves and shits, especially comparing to some of the higher grade, better paid colleagues cruising in wonderland.

Any mention of recognition and award will just get me psychologically, hormonally, and mentally imbalanced. Since those who worked their arses off getting the job done are not those who got the juicy recognition or award.

Bollocks.

Anyway, one task done, and five more to go with many more thrown my way from them damn freeloaders.

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sweat it!

Had a great badminton game yesterday, sweated and burned away some of the stress.

Song! (Hokkien for very satisfying, enjoyable)

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bridge

Have the feeling that I am supposed to be the bridge. I don't mind really, I am nice and helpful, really I am.

The thing is, socialising is not my forte. What am I to do?

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mama can't be sick

Wifey is sick. Poor dear. =(

Elder son finds that hard to believe.

"But you are mama!"

I concurred.

My wifey is superwoman, she knows everything and keeps the family in order.

Superwoman can't fall sick. Kryptonite is just a fictitious substance, unlike superwoman. =P