10 June 2023

Diablo IV has arrived


Diablo IV has officially arrived on 6th of June 2023.

For those with moola aplenty, it arrived a few days earlier. Since I cannot justify the extra cost just to play the game a few days earlier, as the other so called benefits do not interest me in the least, I joined those who only purchased the base package of the game and entered this fourth iteration of the world of Sanctuary on 6th of June.

Diablo I is the game that got me into playing computer game more seriously, so I am a loyal fan of the Diablo game series. Yes, including the disgrace that is Diablo Immortal which I am more than happy to leave behind now that Diablo IV is here.

As I am in for the long haul, I am playing it a lot slower compared to when I had only a few days to play during the beta. Life circumstances are not conducive to gaming recently anyway, busy with work, family issue, depression...

yes I know, I took this screenshot in beta but just had to take another because it's awesome

Really it's only after lunch today (as was working overtime in the morning) that I got some worthy amount of game time in, and finally completed Act 2 of the main storyline. I am leaving the side quests, dungeons, map exploration, Lilith altar hunting, et cetera, to after I have completed the main questline.

Lilith, holding a soulstone, in one of the cut scenes in Act 2

Well, a bit of spoiler here so stop reading if you don't want to see any spoiler regarding the storyline. *SPOILER warning!*

Coming a full circle of soulstone in the head nearing the end of the main questline in Act 2. The cut scenes brought back fond memory of Diablo I.

That's my progress so far, will play on my own pace to complete the main storyline and then see what hits my fancy, be it any of those activities mentioned earlier, starting another class, or going all the way to max level. I am in no rush, I intend to play the game for years to come.



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06 June 2023

十七年


小天使,今年爸爸特别早就开始想你
因为奶奶也去天国了
爸爸在守孝,悼念奶奶

爸爸现在状况很不好
忧郁症属于比较严重的一次
得不到家人的呵护关爱

家已不是爸爸可以休息充电的避风港
那个令人头疼、烦恼、伤心的大弟弟
不懂事又自以为是,而且越来越没有礼貌,像个流氓

很多东西讲了又讲,讲个寂寞
妈妈也是那样…
所以家里不和谐、不安宁、不温暖

爸爸很累,真的很累
开始有想要放弃的念头
太累了,这样的生活,这样的家庭

你可要在天国好好的哦
保佑你的妈妈和弟弟们
陪陪奶奶

我以后天国和你们相聚。



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04 June 2023

Hello cave


Hello cave...

This depression bout is a bad one. For some reason I just know it.

The constant family frictions are just adding to it. That's the sad and helpless part.



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30 May 2023

温柔体贴


羡慕那些情人老婆仔用客气有礼、面带笑容、欢喜快乐的语气对话的人。

应该就是我以外的其他全部人吧?也许惹怒她时的大瓜也是例外…

讲了很多次,但我始终还是不配那样的对待,而只有专属给我的烦躁不悦、粗声劣语、不耐烦的语气。

不知道究竟应该怎么做,我才可以获得她对其他人讲话时的态度和语气?

就是不能对我好声好气的吗?为什么总把最差的留给我,最好的给别人?我就只有做出气筒的份吗?

我也需要关怀,和你的温柔体贴的啊…



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27 May 2023

Lost


Weekend used to be the time to visit mommi, hoping it was the day she would remember me, recognise me.

Her Alzheimer's won every time, so I had to settle with watching her interaction with wifey, whom she could recognise, and got some solace from that.

It was a surprise to me when she showed interest in Cocoa when wifey showed her the photos, that was a bright moment.

No more. She has gone to a better place now.

There are things in her passing that I was helpless of, but I can choose my own grieving process.

Now that the cremation and sending off are done, as well as the relatives and siblings have left, I can start my grieving process in earnest.

I am surprised by the disapproval from wifey on my choice.



Other |sane side| category entries.


24 May 2023

Low


Low energy, low mood, low motivation, low productivity.

It's a low period in my life.

Just don't feel like doing anything.



Other |temperamental thoughts| category entries.


21 May 2023

环游世界


昨天是妈咪的火化仪式,也是外国回来的兄弟、他州来的亲家家人和亲戚朋友见妈咪最后一面的机会。

从一早去医院领遗体到准备好遗体的过程比预期的顺利,加上亲戚和亲家家人也都早到,又没有意料会有同事或朋友出席火化仪式,所以一切仪式都比预定的早开始和结束。

火化仪式刚结束时有人通知我有位朋友刚到,那是我意料之外的事,没有意料会有同事或朋友出席所以仪式提前开始我也没有通知。抱歉!感谢你有心。

过后和亲戚和亲家家人一同吃午餐,感谢大家从各地过来看妈咪最后一面。

今天一早去领骨灰,包装好了就到预定好的地方坐船出海撒骨灰,让妈咪随着连接全球的海洋环游世界。

我会晕船,但我是负责驾车的人,所以我没有跟着出海,就在岸边目送妈咪最后一程。

妈咪,放心去环游世界吧!我们会好好的。

以后再和你天国相聚。



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