Stop!

A month ago I saw something online that resonates with me so I shared it on Facebook.

It's this sentence with a random picture: "Sometimes having a big heart sucks, because you expect everyone to care as much as you and they don't."

Yea, it's about time I stop caring so much because it has started to suck.

Being nice and caring takes a lot more energy than being evil.

It's time for me to be evil again.

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蜜糖柠檬和凉茶

上星期五喉咙开始疼痛，回到家发现也发烧了。

那晚没开风扇睡觉（每两小时醒一次），出了一身汗。

星期六烧退了，喉咙继续疼痛。

不想吃药，所以开始灌自己蜜糖柠檬水，和单眼佬凉茶。

每晚不想要但仍就是每两小时会醒一次的“睡眠”，都不知道自己到底是吸血鬼还是人狼？

今天起身喉咙还是痛，开始咳嗽，咳出浓浓的绿痰。

想到这星期可能会被派出差（十万八千分不想要那种），还病着就会更幸苦，所以只好去看医生。

没有时间给我靠自然草药复原了啦，给我化学药品吧！

以前更固执的我是不看医生不吃药的，现在算好了啦，不再是到要死了才去看医生。

不过抗生素真的可免就免咯，一把年纪了，要养生了，不是抗生。

但今天医生给了我特强的抗生素，因为我说可能要出差。

无奈。

我说，应该是知道要被派出差，又非常十分的不愿意所以就病了。

身体健康素质实在是不行了，唉…

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有感而发：咸鱼的梦

二零一七年三月十二日。

我有那感觉我已经写过这样的文章，但我快速翻阅过去几年的文章却没有找到。

也许我只是讲了很多很多次，没有真的写下来吧？

算了，就算是写过的东西还是可以再写的。

这是一篇有关梦想的文章。

会去寻找自己有没有写过，然后决定写，是因为 WhatsApp 里朋友开始的一个话题。

讲你啊，「罪人」。 呵呵！ =P

讲到梦想，一定要引用周星驰的金句：“做人如果没有梦想，那跟咸鱼有什么分别呀？” （粤语：“做人如果无梦想，同条咸鱼有咩分别呀？”）

因为我不要做咸鱼，所以我有梦想。

我的梦想就是要至少有一个女儿。

我的梦想就是要有自己的屋来做自己的家。

我的梦想就是要可以不烦经济的随兴写作出书。

很过分咩？

我觉得很合理的梦想啊…

但是齁，如果梦想需要依靠别人的话，那就很难实现了。

很难很难很难。（重要的东西要讲三次）

还有就是钱，经济能力。

没有钱，梦想也很难实现。

所以我还是咸鱼一条，只有发梦想的梦。

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Random behaviour for March 2017

I sang at least a song every day but for two days last month, so I consider myself successful in February's impromptu resolution. feel good +1

The two days that I didn't sing were because I was not in the condition. I had a splitting headache that rendered me pretty much useless, and then I had a severe bout of depression that I wasn't able to bring my mood up to sing. Bad days.

To me, singing requires the right feeling, and when my depression takes a nosedive, it can leave me with just fatigue and numb greyness.

Anyway, I realised that I was singing the same few songs throughout the month, six to eight-ish, definitely less than ten. So when I couldn't think of what to set as resolution this month and asked the colleague friends for suggestions, I decided to do this suggested resolution...

For March 2017, starting after I post this, my impromptu resolution is: to learn at least two new songs of my choice.

Because I can.

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生活点滴：（臭）男人味

今天打球可能有点过头，不然就是自己的身体又更差了，驾车回家途上有一阵小腿要抽筋的感觉。

幸好没有真的抽筋，有那感觉时我尽量换姿势纾解小腿的肌肉。

今天好像特别热，流了很多汗，换下的不吸汗衣挤得出汗水那种。

我是很大汗的人，而且汗很“毒”，白色衣会染成黄那种。

回到家后臭到自己都顶不顺。

两个瓜还没有睡所以我快快去跟他们道晚安，没有拥抱和吻脸颊，因为自己太脏太臭。

只是在大瓜的门口跟他说晚安，小瓜的我则是进房去。

因为老婆仔在小瓜的房里，而我突然有个邪恶的念头，嘿嘿。

小瓜很敷衍的（他很专心在看书）跟我说过晚安后，我跟老婆仔说：

“情人，我有一件事要跟你说。”

“什么事？”

我特地靠近她才说：“我很臭。”

“早就嗅到了啦！”

小瓜也做应声虫：“我也是早就嗅到了。”

“哈哈哈哈！” 我笑着离开房间。

老婆仔加一句：“没有讲只是不要伤你的感受罢了。” 

爱你哦！

号外：

「猫山王」被那说自己不是 dry 只是很友善的「本小姐」 拒绝同队玩桌上足球后，应该是受到刺激。羽球时特地跑来观看，只是观看，没有玩，然后就一直要我脱衣来打球…

我不是那样的人来的，你可以不可以不要这么 dry？

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Flyday

Friday. Flyday.

Two back to back morning meetings, then restarted the laptop since there's a push for BIOS update.

BIOS, hmm... but it's pushed through the usual company update and upgrade tool so I just accepted.

The laptop went black screen during the update, and forever stayed that way.

Great. Corrupted BIOS would be a major pain.

Good thing the IT support was able to get it sorted before lunch, apparently it's the second case they received this week so they know exactly what to do.

Fast forward to the journey home, as Friday's long lunch hours are happy hours, and time flies when we are having fun. =)

Surprisingly smooth drive home.

Granted I left early to avoid the Friday traffic, but it was a lot smoother than usual.

It's as if the idiots were all not on the road during that time. Only encountered one who ran the red light. Didn't encounter any selfish bastard who cuts queue, probably because there was no queue. No brainless snail who hogs the fast lane driving at turtle speed. No witless driver who drives on two lanes. I am sure there were the usual jerks who changes lane without giving signal but none made it suddenly in front of me during my drive home.

All in all, a relatively nice drive home. =)

Turned on the laptop to get some more work done after I got home. Called it a work day about half an hour ago and decided to write this as the start of my weekend.

Flyday, fly!

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生活点滴：劣质品

昨天午餐没注意坐在一张肮脏的椅上，裤子被弄脏了。

昨晚准备今天的衣服时找到两件穿不下的裤子，跑去跟老婆仔说：

“情人，我有两条裤子严重缩水，怎么深呼吸都穿不进，怎么办好啊？”

老婆仔笑说： “绝对不是你的错，是品质差会缩水。”

“两三年前还可以穿，现在有一条拉到大腿就很紧了，真的蛮恐怖下。”

“以后要买品质好不会两三年就缩水的咯。”

自己都觉得讲不下去了所以我也笑说：“哈哈！裤子要留还是拿去再循环？”

“留下来咯，看孩子可不可以穿。”

“大瓜穿不是到他的胸？” 我用手比了比，想想画面很好笑。

“拿去剪短啦！不过大瓜的腰应该还没有这么大，他还很苗条。”

真的有点难接受我几年前还可以穿得下二十七寸的裤子，现在却… 唉。

换了裤子结果今天午餐时同事竟然把果汁倒洒在我裤上，这星期是什么回事啦？

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