Heterochromia iridis

According to NIH, heterochromia iridis is a condition characterized by abnormalities of the iris (the coloured part of the eye).

The way I explain it is: different colour eyes lah. =P

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After being repaired due to the accident last month, the front lights of my car are now of different colour.

One sparkly brand new white, one the aged yellow tint, like having cataract.

Does anyone know a good way to clean or clear the tint from the old light?

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Stressor

In two weeks time, there will be two holidays in the work week.

Well, one of it is a replacement holiday that my company chooses to have on Monday.

There is an unconfirmed rumour that maybe my company will replace the SEA Games win holiday in that week as well, making it a two working days week.

Sweet!

I was seriously thinking about taking that remaining days off to make a full week holiday.

Well, that's before I brought it up with wifey.

Because her immediate reaction was: "No! Too stressful for me."

Got to say I am absolutely crushed by that immediate reaction.

Me being home is stressful for her. That's so... hurtful.

As damage control, she explained that it's specific to when she is teaching the kids homework, when the home often becomes a war zone, and that she knows I don't like that high tension situation.

Yes I like the home to be peaceful and full of love, not full of negative emotions, anger and raised voices.

Is that wrong?

I like to stay at home, I am a home staying kind of person.

But now I know that I am actually inducing stress to wifey when I am home and she is teaching the kids homework, which happens every day.

Where can I go? Where do I belong?

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一个人晚餐

星期一送老婆仔和两个瓜去码头。

原本是要一起坐渡轮过海然后载他们去火车站的。

但太多车辆在等渡轮，要至少两轮才会到我们，所以他们干脆步行上第一艘渡轮，以免误了火车。

那天起我就一个人晚餐了咯…

其实还常常独自吃晚餐的啦，每次迟回到家就是自己吃的咯。

那些打羽球的天和工作超级忙的天就是这样的。

但是还是在家里吃老婆仔煮的饭，和家里是有人那种。

现在是家里冷冷清清没人的，所以我干脆在外吃算了。

那连续几晚给「好兄弟」的歌台刚巧也完了，所以家里格外清静。

睡觉时可以关窗，靠房门留缝来通风也不必担心会被两个瓜吵醒。

那很好，但每每看到那寂寞的牙刷心里就有点感触…

为了要给老婆仔报告，我变成那些要拍照后才能吃的奇怪的人。

我心里应该是有点鄙视这样的举止，非常抗拒。

所以自己也这样做时超级不好意思的，总是匆匆忙忙鬼鬼祟祟的拍，希望没有人留意到。

我可是有鄙视自己这样做的哦。

应该还有得救吧？

一个人宅在家里我可没差。

睡觉、看书、写写部落格、上网游览、玩电脑游戏。

很写意的生活啊，呵呵！

就是没有抱抱和亲吻很惨咯。

唉…

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Confession

I need to make a confession for I have sinned.

Two actually. May as well.

Since Monday, I have become one of those ridiculous people who takes photo of their meal before eating it.

Just dinner, and just to show wifey what I had for dinner. No spamming on social media or group chat, I still have hope for salvation.

I promise this will stop as soon as I am reunited with my family. Promise.

I am so embarrassed of myself as it is, tried my best to take the photo as quick as possible, hoping no one sees it.

I also started playing one of those mindless games on Facebook yesterday night.

'Poisoned' by a colleague friend who started a group for this.

To be honest it's the "my six years old daughter played until she blistered her finger" that got me. =P

Feel absolutely ashamed of myself.

But I am going to continue anyway. =P

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心的频道：拍拖纪念日

今早，情人老婆仔来了个简讯，祝我拍拖纪念日快乐！

不知道为什么，觉得「拍拖纪念日」这名词很好笑。

当然回了简讯，也祝她拍拖纪念日快乐！

<3

二十一年前的今天，我们互相承认了对方的地位，开始了情侣的关系。

很多细节，已在我这逐渐老模糊的记忆中淡忘。

但我记得，那海边细雨中的漫步。

那紫白色雨伞。

忘了我是不是紧张到全身飙汗。

但我记得你牵了我撑伞的手臂。

之后你总玩笑的说是你把我追到手的。

我说这样讲不太好吧？

现在我早不在乎了咯，管它谁追谁的。

重要的是，我们要一直牵着手走下去哦！

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心的频道：很想歇一歇

下个星期是八月的最后一个星期了。

终于。

将会有四天的长周末。

很好，很期待。

希望可以好好休息一下，充充电。

整个八月至今就是累。

好累好累。

很多不顺心意，不必要的事物状况。

尽了力，剩下那些不是自己可以控制的，只好认命。

昨天惊觉很久没有关心下那些值得关心的朋友了。

有点内疚，我懂友情需要经营，但真的是有心无力。

自己的状况太糟了，自身难保的感觉。

低能量，和负面能量。

都是不要影响别人。

等自己的状况好点先吧…

将来临的那几天假期，祈求可以让我歇一歇。

由衷祈望。

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Not healthy

Wifey had a random conversation with the kids during dinner, here's part of their exchange...

Wifey: "How many students are there in your class, Young?"

Young: "Twenty four."

Wifey: "How many in your class, Hsiang?"

Hsiang: "Thirty eight, but only eleven boys."

Wifey: *naughty grin* "Wow! Isn't that great? Surrounded by girls!"

Hsiang: "Nope, it's not healthy for me."

Wifey *laughed out loud* "Why?"

Hsiang: "Girls carry virus."

Hsiang probably just made that reason up on the spot, we didn't pressed him, because we were laughing.

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