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Third day of my five days break. Still alive.
Day 1: Christmas Eve.
Took leave because of planned medical check up. The medical check up in the morning and going through the report in the afternoon took about five hours. On top of that I had lunch and dinner out, so I am out and about for the majority of the day. Not conducive to my wellbeing. Drained by the end of day.
Took leave because of planned medical check up. The medical check up in the morning and going through the report in the afternoon took about five hours. On top of that I had lunch and dinner out, so I am out and about for the majority of the day. Not conducive to my wellbeing. Drained by the end of day.
Day 2: Christmas.
Merry Christmas! Only there was nothing merry about the day. Woke up sick, on top of the ongoing depression. Energy level is non-existent. Envisioned my Christmas to be stuffing myself full of food, playing computer games and watching movies or variety shows. None of that but dead to the world zombie-like majority of the day. Would have continued to stay in bed if not for having to go pick up daddy from the airport. Merry not.
Merry Christmas! Only there was nothing merry about the day. Woke up sick, on top of the ongoing depression. Energy level is non-existent. Envisioned my Christmas to be stuffing myself full of food, playing computer games and watching movies or variety shows. None of that but dead to the world zombie-like majority of the day. Would have continued to stay in bed if not for having to go pick up daddy from the airport. Merry not.
Day 3: Boxing Day.
Initially didn't planned to take leave today, but when manager asked to fill in leave plan for January, and when I realised I need to take two days off by end of January to not have any hard-earned leave burned, I went ahead and took leave today and next Friday. Still sick, still low in mood and energy. At least I got some gaming time in, so finally feel a bit like a break. Overall still feel like shit.
Initially didn't planned to take leave today, but when manager asked to fill in leave plan for January, and when I realised I need to take two days off by end of January to not have any hard-earned leave burned, I went ahead and took leave today and next Friday. Still sick, still low in mood and energy. At least I got some gaming time in, so finally feel a bit like a break. Overall still feel like shit.
Two more days. Well, the weekend, that is. Don't expect it to be any better. Hope that's just depression talk but I doubt it.
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