Hello cave (just like that)

Was watching a Korean variety show yesterday night. The show is more a sadistic kind of funny from all the unnecessary hardships due to ridiculously designed accommodation, than a hilarious kind of funny.

And without any trigger that I am aware of, I just suddenly felt the hollowness sank in, that low energy feeling, that familiar heaviness of mind and heart.

Another depression bout has landed.

Just like that, in the middle of watching a variety show, a comedy for goodness sake.

After so many years, I still don't understand depression. I just suffer it whenever it decides to hit me. Whenever it damn well pleases.

A bit too frequently lately, too regular.

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