Random Thoughts

A few things that I want to record.

First is the completion of a major task on Friday. A task that I did not enjoy.

I actually got slapped on with an add-on task as a condition to complete my initial task, which dragged my initial task a few weeks further, but at least now both of them are done deals.

One burden off my shoulder.

Still one more to go before I will clean shave, that's my promise to myself.

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I am tired.

I think my depression is slightly better this week but still I feel like I am expending my energy faster than I can recuperate.

My boys just don't get it that their dad needs his weekend rest to recharge.

This weekend is not a restful weekend anyway, many necessary social interactions.

Important people that I gladly expend my energy for.

Does make me real fatigue though.

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Birthday celebration for brother in-law. Family is always important.

A dinner out and a simple cake cutting and birthday song singing.

It's the thought that counts.

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Another energy well spent was the gathering today.

Outstation friend returned and we took the opportunity to meet up.

Some friends are closer than others, hence more important. So despite my low energy level, I set aside my antisocialism for these friends.

Two surprises in the gathering. The first was the unexpected appearance of another outstation friend.

The second was getting to know a young lady who joined us at the gathering today, the girlfriend of the last remaining 'diamond' of our gang.

Truely happy for him to be in a relationship again. It's about time.

I sincerely hope that their love transcends their age difference and we will be celebrating their marriage soon. =)

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Also, I gotta say a little prayers for a colleague friend who has been sick for days.

It's good to still be able to care.

Simple logic

If you do not speed, you couldn't care less about how hefty a speeding ticket is.

If you do not smoke, you don't give a rat arse about how much they charge for a pack of cigarettes.

If you are clean and fair, you have no qualm about a rally asking for just that.

How you react to something says a lot about you.

Guilty conscience.

Heads up

A few years back I started making tiny birthday cards for colleagues who are close.

Restarted really, since I did that prior to moving to ulu place, then I stopped for a while.

Anyway, if you used to get a card but no longer do, here are a few possible reasons:

1. you told me you don't want it.

Not wasting my time and effort making it for someone who doesn't appreciate it.

2. I don't like you as much anymore.

Let's face it, relationship changes. Nurturing requires both parties, you know?

3. you moved and I no longer have an easy way to get the card to you.

Too much trouble for slacker extraordinaire means forget it. =P

4. I no longer make and give birthday card.

As this birthday card giving is not conducive to my evil reputation.

邪呆双蕉

多年前，我们的羽球教练给了「苏打饼」和我「绝代双骄」这称号。

我们有自知之明，改成「鞋带香蕉」。

这样过了好多年，几天前「苏打饼」把它改成「邪呆双蕉」，哇，超赞的嘞！

不用讲我当然是「邪」咯。

可是齁，「苏打饼」都不呆的嘞，所以一定是我是「邪呆」他是「双蕉」咯。

「双蕉」哦， don't play play， 呵呵！ =P

不伦不类 |系列|

心的频道：蓝蓝忧郁

我有忧郁症。

没必要隐瞒，事实就是事实。

当然，当我正受忧郁症来袭时，我也没有要到处告诉人的冲动。

刚好相反的，除了最亲的家人外，我是不会主动讲给人听的。

真真靠近的人自然会知道，真真关心的人懂怎样得知。

没必要讲，因为讲了，老婆仔以外的别人又能做些什么？

有忧郁症的人自然会明白那无助和无奈。

没有忧郁症的人我说了也不见得你真的能明白。

有些东西，是要身在其中才了解的。

忧郁症来袭时我往往都是处于低能量的情况，所以不会有太多的交际。

内向的人能量来源和交际的消耗我写了好多次，不在此重复。

也会有一些关联的身体和精神状况，像失眠、疲累、压力、IBS 等等。

但我还是我，只是病了。

能量低了点，笑容少了点，还是一样的邪恶。

很可能我不讲，你也根本不知道我病了。

那很好，因为真的，我还是我。

心的频道 |系列|

网上人性之我见

社交网上的文章图片大约可以归类成两种：分享和炫耀。

分享型的文章图片通常重点在事、处、和互动。

看了这类文章图片通常会有些受益，像知道了新地方、好吃处、有趣新鲜活动等等。

分享型的文章图片是真情流露、逗趣搞笑、实记实录、一大堆人、自己丑丑也无妨那种。

我喜欢看这类的文章图片。

炫耀型的文章图片几乎都是关于人和物。

炫耀型的文字少图片多，或就一张照片那种。照片也不外就是个人、和辣妹或俊男合照，或新玩物贵货等等。

这类的个人照片要么卖弄性感、要么装可爱、拍了好几张选一张还加工美图的、够假够做作。

炫耀型的文章图片多数会有点挑畔，目的在于求赞和回应，以满足上载者的自我感觉良好。

总觉得这类有严重自恋症，感觉有点贱和恶心。

随兴随想 |系列|

Cave

Going through a rough patch now.

Tired, depressed, downcast, melancholy.

In such low spirit, such lousy mood.

Just... crap.

So much negativity.

杂记

幸好提早在今天为「苏打饼」庆生

因为他在正日会拿假

大伙去吃了一餐好的

餐后拍了张“家庭照”，嘿

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今天桌式足球赢了枝冰淇淋

虽然请几枝冰淇淋也不是很伤荷包的事

而且总是在赛季完时赢的人慷慨的把冰淇淋分给输的人

但赢的感觉总是好过输嘛…

第六个赛季了

真快

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取名不要只是什么补形什么分数的嘞

要注意读音和意思啊！

99.5高分的名但会被人叫成「纸巾」的齁

是会苦了你的孩子的…

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老婆仔冲完凉后跟我说我生病了

我明白她要讲些什么的

我怪忧郁症

真的是病了

随兴随想 |系列|

Withdrawal

Normally, around this time on a Monday night, I will be having my weekly dose of Running Man fix.

Today, however, I am writing this entry instead.

Because, for some infernal reason, be it the newly upgraded Windows 10, or the website, or that darn software, I simply cannot get the file downloaded.

I tried, and I gave up, because I am tired, and it's getting late.

So now I suffer the Running Man withdrawal syndrome...

*twitch twitch*

Backlogs #5

This one is dated 5th of December 2013, titled "bride with pizza".

I don't remember what it was that said person wanted to bribe me for, guessing from that zipped mouth emoticon, probably wanted me to disclose something.

If it's something someone shared in trust and confidence, and I have promised to keep as secret, then don't bother, I will never disclose.

I value my trustworthiness and I keep my promises.

With the power that I simply claimed I have, I hereby pronounce you pizza man and wife, you may take a bite...

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Random behaviour for August 2015

Succeeded in my July's impromptu resolution. Managed to do push-ups everyday without fail since I posted the entry. feel good +1

I am still continuing that impromptu resolution these few days after the end of July, hope it will become a habit.

For August 2015, starting after I post this, my impromptu resolution is: to not post on Facebook regarding new blog entry.

Because I can.