不要想念我

近来有点颓废，没劲写文章。

仍有记下事件和心思的草稿，就是没有心情将它们写成完整的文章。

今天有那被自己催稿的感觉，真是的。

好吧，就写写有关被派遣到另一个地方工作的事。

几个月前大老板来访时，我们不断确定有没有需要支持协助即将要在槟州工厂里开始的一个工程。

我们说如果需要支持，我们首先需要一些训练才行，不然一无所知怎么去协助？

不要重复以前的痛苦经验，要我们支持那些比我们更懂一切的同事，即可悲又可笑。

大老板很笃定的叫我们不要插手。

几个星期前，大老板叫我取消去美国的行程，放下那一路跟着进展的工程，去槟州工厂协助那我一无所知的工程。

勾叉零蛋三角形！和很多很多被删掉的脏话…

有 够 废。

所以，明天开始，我将会在槟州工厂工作啦，“支持”那些至少已经在那工程做了半年的同事们。

那里的老板已经讲清楚要我驻守在那，不要只是一星期出现几天而已。

看来好几个月我是无法继续我一贯的羽毛球和桌上游戏了，唉…

和我接洽的同事朋友叫我准备好潜水蛙人装，因为将要深潜在粪池里了。

够坦白直接。 *汗*

一同在很多苍蝇的地方工作的同事朋友们，不要太想念我哦！

有的就叫我不要太想念他们、有的就说茶点小休去拿饼干时就会想念我。

不是工作上的事而想念我是好的，那是友情。

只是工作上有需要才会联络的就只是同事而已，那些人就不要联络我了啦，我都已经要在粪池里深潜了咯…

茶点时间啊、午餐啊、羽球啊、桌上游戏啊、怀念我奇怪的幽默感和冷笑话啊，有这些时候会想念我的就够了，呵呵！

随兴随想 |系列|

Returned

It wasn't a rest and relax trip, so it's no surprise that I returned feeling knackered.

Going to work the next day without a buffer to recharge didn't help.

Lethargy.

And still the aftermath of the headcount reduction drive is not over, organisational change is still happening and future job scope is still uncertain. No sense of job security.

Demotivated.

Not a nice way of returning to work.

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十年了，小天使

嘿，小天使

十年了

很快，是不是？

爸爸不年轻了

新陈代谢慢了

身体不如以前了

真的感觉老了

你两个弟弟也大了

小瓜上一年级了哦

大瓜已有妈妈的肩膀那么高了

一个哭包，一个调皮埋怨鬼，唉…

人生有时很无奈

看来爸爸的一些梦想是不能实现了

真的由衷希望

小天使你是我梦寐以求的女儿

真的是就好了

天国相遇时

一定会很开心的

乖乖了，我的小天使

心语细述 |系列|

有感而发：感伤

二零一六年四月二十六日。

她说，她要离开公司了。

就是借这次公司大裁员行动，省解释的麻烦。

有没有遣散配套她都不在乎。

问她工作得不开心吗？

她说是为了妈妈，为了老公。

她是心地善良的女孩，总会替别人着想。

当然，我是绝对不会在她面前这样讲的，毕竟她也是个疯疯癫癫的丫头。

我由衷希望，她的决定也是为了她自己。

和她都不知道算是怎样的朋友…

好，但感觉上又好像不是很好。

可能是年纪上的差距吧？有代沟？

虽然和她在一起感觉很轻松自然，但觉得不会是坐下来谈心那样的朋友。

嗯，是淘气的小妹妹，这样的感觉。

想想若我没被裁掉，而以后不会在公司见到这开心果了，顿时感伤。

公司里又少了一位朋友，唉…

希望还会保持联络，还会是见面不陌生的朋友啦。

有感而发 |系列|

Time out

Tired.

Just tired.

Of everything.

Don't want to care about anything now.

Just let me rest.

Need some quiet time. Alone time. Recharge time.

Quality time out.

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Random behaviour for June 2016

Succeeded in my May's impromptu resolution. I kept my facial hair as a symbolic defiance for the whole month, but while I succeeded, I didn't really feel good, because the aftermath of the tremor is going to be felt in a few days and then it's very likely there will be a second wave.

So there's nothing to feel good about, sigh...

Perhaps I will redo the resolution again when the second wave comes.

But anyway, for June 2016, starting after I post this, my impromptu resolution is: to include a link to other blog entries of the same category in every blog entry. 

Because I can.

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Old games

Recently, with the discovering of D-Fend Reloaded, I have been playing some old DOS games. Classic games.

There are some games that I didn't manage to complete when I was a lot younger, like, when I was 20 to 30 years younger. And there are games that I have completed but simply feel like playing again out of nostalgia.

Times of Lore got the honour as the first game I played using D-Fend Reloaded. It's a game that I didn't manage to complete previously. With the help of walkthrough from the internet, I finally finished the game. I don't think I will ever figure out the game on my own.

The other game I wasn't able to complete in my youth is Xenon 2 Megablast. Since I still suck big time in this type of game, I had to resort to using cheat to finish the game. Not proud of it, but I am glad I got these two games out of my system, after so many years.

Xenon 2 Megablast

Then I indulged myself with a trip down the memory lane playing Lode Runner. I solved all 150 levels all those years ago, I solved them again recently. This is a game I am letting the little monsters play, since it's children friendly and it's puzzle solving. A fun way to develop their problem solving skill.

Lode Runenr

The elder son was talking about Donkey Kong, I think because his schoolmates were harping about it after the Pixels movie. It's not a game that I like but I got it anyway, for the kids when they completed Lode Runner. =)

Donkey Kong

Then I tried Street Fighter II, another game that I suck at. Nothing has changed, I still suck big time and it's just not fun playing with keyboard instead of joystick, so I moved on.

The latest game that I played is the Bomberman, or Dyna Blaster. There are so many versions of this game, the one I just completed has eight main levels with about seven sub-levels each.

Bomberman

There are a few more games that I like to play again after all these years: Digger, I remember I was fairly good at this game; The Ancient Art of War; Super Mario Bros; Raiden...

So many games, so little time! =P