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马来西亚独立六十五年了，嘢！

美丽的国家、美味的食物、拥有天然资源又没有天然灾害。

只是腐败的政府和制度，搞垮了这美好的国家。

如果用的是能力和真实力的制度 （meritocracy），这国家不知道已经有多么的强大繁荣。

可惜啊，不公平的定额制度，和不平等的种族对待，逼得大量人才外流，由一群搞手段的小丑执政。

真可悲。

人民选的政府已不复在，现在执政的不是我承认的政府。政治很黑暗，我国的也特别糟糕腐败。

那盗国贼前首相入牢了，普天同庆！希望是真的会留在牢里，还要加上那些和他一起贪污偷国家的钱的贪官和下属。

政府能换，出生的国家却是个定局。可以理解移民的人，但始终马来西亚就是我出生的国家。

随兴随想 |系列|

二十六

情人老婆仔，二十六周年拍拖纪念日快乐！

感谢这些年的陪伴和相容。

希望你会有多点的笑容和欢乐。

记得要多多拥抱和一直手牵手哦。

爱你哟！

心语细述 |系列|

Potato mode on!

Coming Wednesday is a public holiday, I took Monday and Tuesday off to make it a five days long weekend. ^_^

Knowing most of us work longer hours at home compared to working in the office, the company gave us a two days wellness leave.

I can't say how it is for the others, but so far this year, I have worked overtime 110 days for a total of over 222 hours. That's working overtime more than 27 days using 8 hours working day as baseline.

So ya, I am more than deserved the wellness leave, like, more than 13.5x deserved.

Anyway, just a heads up that potato mode is officially on! Please do not disturb if it's anything work related. ^_^

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Expectation versus reality

Did a heap of simulations for the ever changing project, revision after revision.

After many revisions and many heaps of simulation cases, with luck this round is the last revision.

Decent cooling capability, better than the target, so everyone should be happy.

Except I think we could do even better so went and burned another weekend running more simulation cases on the improvement and optimization ideas.

The theory is straight forward and the logic is sound, but the simulation results showed otherwise. Either insignificant improvement or majority of the cases showed worse results.

To be honest I am unpleasantly surprised. The results defy my logical expectation.

While I have figured out plausible reason for the worse results, it irks me that my ideas did not meet the expectation.

Not so smart after all, just gotta admit that.

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鞋子

今天外出午餐后顺便给大瓜买鞋子。

第一间店没有他的尺寸所以就去了第二间店。

这第二间店有买一送一的优惠，就是两双鞋子中便宜的那一双免费的意思。

我不知道是真优惠还是先起了价再所谓的“优惠”，但我现在穿出门的鞋的确已经粘了又粘，虽然是还能用，但买双新的也不算奢侈。

疫情开始后，我很少出门，所以鞋子都是放坏，而不是穿坏的。

鞋底、鞋面都好好的，就是鞋底和鞋面会分开。

以前的鞋都没有放坏这样的事，如今产品的质地实在是大不如前了，唉…

随兴随想 |系列|

生活点滴：A罩杯

几天前光着上身洗完盘碗后被情人老婆仔的咸猪手袭胸。

然后还要被她嘲笑说：“就快要 A cup 了啦！”

很遗憾的她讲的不是健壮的胸肌，而是 man boobs，唉…

有没有哦？我承认肚腩的确是蛮大了的，但胸部有下垂咩？

我接受不到咯～

还有更加接受不了的是，应该是我的咸猪手袭她的胸的嘛！

那里可以这样！？！！

生活点滴 |系列|

All I want

A simple, peaceful and quiet life.

That's all I want.

Is that asking too much?

Why is it so darn difficult to have such a life?

Tiring.

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喜欢的歌

几天前，少有的外出途中电台播了我喜欢（但不会唱粤语）的《我的回忆不是我的》。

昨天，还是前天（金鱼记忆不记得了）我的收音机闹钟播了我喜欢的《走火入魔》来叫醒我，让我一起床就想要唱歌。

换了部门后，上下班的车程短了，所以车上听电台的时间也少了。然后新冠肺炎疫情开始就绝大多数时间在家工作，没有听电台了，所以好几年没有听新歌了。

没关系啦，反正我这老古董还是比较喜欢以前的歌，呵呵！

听了那些喜欢的合唱曲，想起以前和合得来的同事朋友们去唱歌的时候。是开心的时刻，开心的记忆。

但越来越反社会、反社交，加上很怕死的我，最近他们去唱了一次歌，我没有应约。

也许有些东西、有些事情，就是属于过去式的吧？

随兴随想 |系列|

Love & hate

I love my current job. Honestly I do.

Well, definitely a lot more compared to my job in the previous department.

I get a lot of job satisfaction from the work I do in my current role. That's the important thing.

However at times I also hate my job, because it completely destroyed my work/life balance.

At crunch time there is practically no life, only work.

And there seems to be an excess amount of crunch times in my current job.

So a lot of stressful periods, and my stress management skill is just... lacking.

Love/hate relationship. Sincerely wish and hope it can tip more in the favourable direction.

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动一动

终于没有那么忙了。

终于可以准时下班了。

虽然应该是正常不过的工作与生活的平衡，但我还真的有点感动。

甚至还有时间运动了，感觉有 n 年没有做运动了啦…

我的腰围和体重，我想到的形容词是「惨不忍睹」，唉～

今天晚餐后出去走了走，和小瓜悠闲的漫步到他的补习中心，然后我快步的独自走回家。去用了三十分钟，回用了二十分钟。运动后感觉很好。

希望可以维持这样的工作和生活的平衡啦，也希望可以继续保持有规律的运动啦。

随兴随想 |系列|

Long weekend begins

My three days long weekend has finally begun!

At 17:00 hours of Monday.

Ya...

Basically ended before it begins.

Bollocks!!!

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