向横发展

“有三个人讲同样的东西，那就是真的了。”

就是有很多，呃… 太天真的人相信这样的想法啦，加上那些不过滤、不验证、不用脑、瞎转传的网民，所以网路上永远有那么多错误的废讯息，和骗子仍然可以得逞咯。

不好意思，离题了。

最近齁，有三位好一阵子没见面的朋友在见了面时很直接（赞！）或很婉转（谢谢你的温柔！）的告诉我我肥了。

我知道啊！ ^_^

不用三个人讲我也知道是事实。前天早上出门前才临时换掉了前一晚准备好的裤子，因为穿了太窄很不舒服… >_<

同样食量，同样运动量，但肚皮逐渐变大。

我不自欺欺人的。年纪大了，新陈代谢慢了，我认老的哦。

活了快四十个年头，终于不再是「吃了浪费米」，终于肥了嘞，也可以算是成就吧？ 呵呵！ =P

这样想心里会好过，没必要跟自己过意不去，健康快乐就好嘛。

哪哪哪，那些怎么吃都不能肥的兄弟姐妹，不要气馁哦！再接再厉拼命吃，年纪大点了就会成功的。这叫恒心。

在那之前就尽情的去「晒命」啦，呵呵！ =P

快快快，再多两个人跟我讲一样的东西就是真的了。 =P

随兴随想 |系列|

有感而发：那些年

二零一六年六月二十五日。

两个瓜今天在商务小学有武术比赛。

中午在学校外的路边小贩摊档吃午餐。

帮小瓜叫了食物坐下来后，顿时有很多回忆涌上心头。

嗯，商务小学外的小贩摊档…

想起中学时的那一段日子。圣约翰救伤队的日子。

我们大伙常去吃的应该是 Laksa 吧？不太记得了。

只记得我们常有去那儿。

想用手机拍张照上载给那群死党，但总是无法找到好的一个角度、景色。抓不到想要表达的讯息。

加上小瓜给我很奇怪的眼神，毕竟我鲜少用手机拍照的。

唔，应该说我已经很多年没有好好拍照摄影了。

总之，没拍成，但很巧的，几位穿着圣约翰救伤队制服的学生刚好路过。

售旗日哦，又一个勾起很多回忆的东西。

我很理所当然的把零钱都捐给了来向我募捐的孩子。现在售旗日这么环保不给小旗帜来识别了吗？

我跟小瓜说我以前也是这么做的，还曾经跟着车水路从槟华走到光大一路募捐。

啊，那些年…

汗水欢笑、成就挫败。曾经的团队精神、戏剧化的权争。青涩的恋情、依旧的友情。

回忆满满。

有感而发 |系列|

Another...

Another colleague friend is leaving.

He told me yesterday. It came as a surprise, and my immediate response was "WTF!"

Dammit! Getting less and less friend around... =(

Hasn't known him long, for he is young and probably the latest to join the usual gang.

But he has grown close, as he is involved in almost all the non-work side of my work-life. The fun side.

And he is a nice person. Quiet, and often away in his own world, but nice.

He will be missed, perhaps more by a particular person, heh. =P

Hope he will still join us lunch, and other non-work related fun stuff, if possible.

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Catching up

Started dungeon mode in the assigned factory. Sold. Family without benefit.

Anyway, planned a lunch meet up yesterday, with a colleague friend who just came back from her maternity leave.

Wanted to pass her the full moon gift for her baby for ages. Didn't happen, until yesterday.

Thought would have others, but didn't feel uncomfortable when I realised it's just me and her. Guess we are close enough. I joked that we were gonna have candlelight lunch. =P

Didn't have candlelight, but we did get BBQ smell on our clothes...

Am really glad there wasn't any awkwardness. Two crazy friends chatting about this and that.

Had a really nice time catching up.

There was a surprise in the morning when I was in the lounge area waiting for the slave master to enter the dungeon together.

A colleague friend went by, surprised to see me there, and me her really.

She came over and sat down to chat, we haven't seen each other for a long while.

We talked, trying to cramp as many updates in as we could, since we both had work to attend to shortly.

It's really nice to see her, it has been a long while, and she is one of the few who I could sit down with and just talk. Another friend close enough to be comfortable to do that.

Really nice catch up.

Two in a day. ^_^

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Name and shame

Public service of raising awareness on inconsiderate driver.

Be a responsible and considerate driver please.

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不要想念我

近来有点颓废，没劲写文章。

仍有记下事件和心思的草稿，就是没有心情将它们写成完整的文章。

今天有那被自己催稿的感觉，真是的。

好吧，就写写有关被派遣到另一个地方工作的事。

几个月前大老板来访时，我们不断确定有没有需要支持协助即将要在槟州工厂里开始的一个工程。

我们说如果需要支持，我们首先需要一些训练才行，不然一无所知怎么去协助？

不要重复以前的痛苦经验，要我们支持那些比我们更懂一切的同事，即可悲又可笑。

大老板很笃定的叫我们不要插手。

几个星期前，大老板叫我取消去美国的行程，放下那一路跟着进展的工程，去槟州工厂协助那我一无所知的工程。

勾叉零蛋三角形！和很多很多被删掉的脏话…

有 够 废。

所以，明天开始，我将会在槟州工厂工作啦，“支持”那些至少已经在那工程做了半年的同事们。

那里的老板已经讲清楚要我驻守在那，不要只是一星期出现几天而已。

看来好几个月我是无法继续我一贯的羽毛球和桌上游戏了，唉…

和我接洽的同事朋友叫我准备好潜水蛙人装，因为将要深潜在粪池里了。

够坦白直接。 *汗*

一同在很多苍蝇的地方工作的同事朋友们，不要太想念我哦！

有的就叫我不要太想念他们、有的就说茶点小休去拿饼干时就会想念我。

不是工作上的事而想念我是好的，那是友情。

只是工作上有需要才会联络的就只是同事而已，那些人就不要联络我了啦，我都已经要在粪池里深潜了咯…

茶点时间啊、午餐啊、羽球啊、桌上游戏啊、怀念我奇怪的幽默感和冷笑话啊，有这些时候会想念我的就够了，呵呵！

随兴随想 |系列|

Returned

It wasn't a rest and relax trip, so it's no surprise that I returned feeling knackered.

Going to work the next day without a buffer to recharge didn't help.

Lethargy.

And still the aftermath of the headcount reduction drive is not over, organisational change is still happening and future job scope is still uncertain. No sense of job security.

Demotivated.

Not a nice way of returning to work.

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十年了，小天使

嘿，小天使

十年了

很快，是不是？

爸爸不年轻了

新陈代谢慢了

身体不如以前了

真的感觉老了

你两个弟弟也大了

小瓜上一年级了哦

大瓜已有妈妈的肩膀那么高了

一个哭包，一个调皮埋怨鬼，唉…

人生有时很无奈

看来爸爸的一些梦想是不能实现了

真的由衷希望

小天使你是我梦寐以求的女儿

真的是就好了

天国相遇时

一定会很开心的

乖乖了，我的小天使

心语细述 |系列|

有感而发：感伤

二零一六年四月二十六日。

她说，她要离开公司了。

就是借这次公司大裁员行动，省解释的麻烦。

有没有遣散配套她都不在乎。

问她工作得不开心吗？

她说是为了妈妈，为了老公。

她是心地善良的女孩，总会替别人着想。

当然，我是绝对不会在她面前这样讲的，毕竟她也是个疯疯癫癫的丫头。

我由衷希望，她的决定也是为了她自己。

和她都不知道算是怎样的朋友…

好，但感觉上又好像不是很好。

可能是年纪上的差距吧？有代沟？

虽然和她在一起感觉很轻松自然，但觉得不会是坐下来谈心那样的朋友。

嗯，是淘气的小妹妹，这样的感觉。

想想若我没被裁掉，而以后不会在公司见到这开心果了，顿时感伤。

公司里又少了一位朋友，唉…

希望还会保持联络，还会是见面不陌生的朋友啦。

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Time out

Tired.

Just tired.

Of everything.

Don't want to care about anything now.

Just let me rest.

Need some quiet time. Alone time. Recharge time.

Quality time out.

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Random behaviour for June 2016

Succeeded in my May's impromptu resolution. I kept my facial hair as a symbolic defiance for the whole month, but while I succeeded, I didn't really feel good, because the aftermath of the tremor is going to be felt in a few days and then it's very likely there will be a second wave.

So there's nothing to feel good about, sigh...

Perhaps I will redo the resolution again when the second wave comes.

But anyway, for June 2016, starting after I post this, my impromptu resolution is: to include a link to other blog entries of the same category in every blog entry. 

Because I can.

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